u/Acceptable_Case4077

So for a little contextt 19, have no friends, traditional bad family, and figured out i was a femboy like a couple years ago and i couldnt do much then. but now I’ve realized that i wanna life like a femboy life i guess. Im in a household where of course my whole family is very homophobic, religious and stuff, so they would kill me if i did that and got into all of that, so i have to hide everything from them, along with some of my personal mental life because our past has kinda lead me to not trust them with it.

However, i want the life sooo bad because ive been stuck, and feeling very restricted on my life and i really wanna be able to wear the clothes i want, not horribly worry on who sees me, be able to go where i want, and be able to meet who i want and be with who i want. I just feel like i would be very happy and comfortable in my own skin if i could be able to do that, i just dont know how.

What should be my first step to getting that life? How could i get away with the things i want/how can i get into all of that? I really want it, and would be really happy if i could get that life and i feel like i could.. im just stuck with not much help.

(Also im just curious, i feel like theres not many femboys over the age of like 25 so idk if my time is shortening or if im good on time lol)

So for context, i ordered the Joyhub Trueform in late 2025, and it worked, was great, and i loved it (i have the version where the charging port was the 2 magnetic dots if that helps any). However, like a month or two ago, it just randomly stopped working out of nowhere. I didnt do anything to it beforehand, i tried charging it for like 4+ hours to see if it was dead, tried to connect it to the app which didnt work, the power button on the toy itself is able to be pressed but it just doesnt turn on. i didnt drop it in water even though it says its waterproof, i didnt do damage to it, just used how intended.

is this just an unlucky faulty one? or has this happened before and theres a fix? every time i try to charge it, it blinks white but doesnt turn on. Any help would be awesome, thanks!