u/A-lil-bro

How much pain could you take if you were immortal? How would this effect your personality?

Okay, so a charecter I have (Lets call them L) is basically immortal. Not in a stereotypical way (he can die) but in the way that most physical things that would kill you or me would not kill him due to a science experiment. Basically in this story the government has made a way to keep soldiers alive forever if a drug is given to young children/toddlers because it changes your psyiology to be able to withstand pretty much anything. There are different levels and methods of this for different results, however I want to focus on this charecter L for this.

L was not made to be a soldier and was not made to really be a person at all. Nope. L was made by the government to make money off of selling their blood and organs, they would sell it to hospitals in exchange for the money to continue making this drug and keeping this under wraps. So this character spent the first 11 years or so of their life tied to a bed being repeatedly cut open to have their organs removed, sold, ect. This is obviously horrific and terrible, but not part of the story as the story starts 8 ish years later. I am more wondering how you would expect this kind of person to act. Even years later this would still be incredibly traumatizing.

If this happened to you how would you cope? How would you act? Would you be able to trust people again? Would you be scared of pain or indifferent to it?

reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 2 days ago
▲ 13 r/plural

How often do yall stay in front??

My current total is 12 days, most of my fronting periods stay in front for at least a week, sometimes we get short fronting periods but thats durings tress. I feel like this is how we tell how we are doing mentally because if we have frequent switches we are likely in stress. However this does mean some alters will have a week plus long animesa period which sucks…

reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 3 days ago
▲ 103 r/antiai

The delusion of this post…

Even if ai will eventually become sentiant I dont think that is something to worry about right now… Like ai is not currently sentiant and we have bigger fish to fry. Like the facist in office. Or the war. Or BIPOC rights. Or lgbtq rights. Or disability rights. Not… ai rights…

EDIT: I just re checked the post now that its been out for a bit. Most of the comments are somewhat agreeing (hella scary) and also it was literally given a award and upvoted quite a bit. Uh, I am scared for all of our brains and these people need help. Holy shit thats concerning!!

u/A-lil-bro — 6 days ago

(NSFW for violence/gore) Feedback for the opening of my story?

“H-...”

“Help-...”

“Sasha god damn it-” My eyes snapped open, taking a long moment to focus on the voice. Kira. Bathed in soot and blood. Her arm is gone, just gone, she holds her barely conscious self up with her good one, begging me to help. *I need to help. She’s dying, she’s dying…* 

“KIRA!” I scream, pulling myself upward only to tilt over again. Pain flares in my side, and I realize that I’m hurt too. My eyes finally take in my surroundings, *the yelling, the stage that's blown apart, the bodies of soldiers dead or almost dead*, and I go cold. Dread. *Terror*. Try again! *I need to help her*. My knees finally hold my weight, and I stumble forward, “Kira…” 

“You’re a fucking *medic*,” She gasps, staring up at me with wide eyes, “Get your bag, *help me*.”

My bag. It sits on the floor a few feet away from where I stand, but that seems impossibly far now. *I must have hit my head, my entire body hurts, blood leaking from my side. The white coat I used to wear proudly is barely hanging on…* I stumble again, turning sharply, too sharply. 

**SLAM!** 

“*What the fuck did you do?!*” The question doesn’t make sense. Nothing makes sense. Nothing about how I got here, I just am. 

“I didn’t do shit! Get off of me!” I try to push back, but the woman easily overpowers me. She has black hair that hides most of her face, the bandana tied over her mouth and nose do the rest. I’ve never seen her in my whole life, but still she holds me down, screaming at me, not letting me help. *She must hate me. She must want Kira to die, she must want me to die with her.* 

She slams me again, the world goes fuzzy, bright white holes where vision should be, “Don’t act like you *weren’t involved.*”

“Please…I didn’t do this.”

*Slam.*

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

*Slam.*

“I *wouldn’t* do this!”

I expect pain again. I *expect* her to cave in my skull with the blows. She doesn’t, my vision clear and I wince as pain suddenly overcomes me. White, flashing against my vision, every time it does my entire body locks up, *I think I’m dying*. Another flash of white, and next thing I know I’m being held, I thrash, trying to resist, but my own injuries lull me closer to her. 
reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 6 days ago
▲ 15 r/plural

So i know simply plural is not getting developed anymore, but apparently it is getting discontinued?? To my knowledge that means I wont be able to use it at all? Am I confused? It was hard to even get simply plural (I had to lie to my parents) because they dont understand and are very very strict. Am I misunderstanding or do I need to find a back up plan. I am fine if the app is just no longer being developed/is glitchy/slowly stops but it being taken off the appstore is honestly scary for me because we rely on it!

reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 9 days ago
▲ 2 r/plural

Hello, as a system we have a little around ages 8-12 years old. We used to be aware of more of us but we went through a solid year of denial and some of the alters I knew have just disappeared. Its also importan to note we do not split often or easily.

Anyways the issue… We have been regressing incredibly young recently, I am unsure if my (8-12) little is regressing younger or if this is a new alter? Its concerning though, just suddenly we feel incredibly young and unable to do things I need to do. When this happens it often happens where talking is either impossible or we can only basically whisper. When this happens working agienst it just makes it so much worse, we have to stop what we are doing and go laydown and watch a show or color, because we will have a meltdown. I believe that the regression/mental age is around 3-6 years old which like I said is unusual. We also do not have much for littles, we have stuffed animals and a water bottle but thats all for our older little, getting baby/toddler things are basically out of the picture and honestly I dont know if condoning this is good. Its just so sudden, and it doesnt really feel like one of our system members but also doesnt make sense to be new since we dont tend to split easy.

Anyways advice from other systems would be great, and if anyone else experiences this kind of regression or something it would be nice to hear from you.

reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 9 days ago
▲ 74 r/trans

Hey yall! I have recently replayed Breath Of The Wild, and I have something to say!

Honestly when I played as a kid I always felt heard by gurudo town, I would ONLY wear the ”girly” outfit in the game. I liked the pronoun changes and I just felt seen? It sounds silly because I am transmasc but tbh that part of the game is incredibly euphoric for me.

And when I replay i still feel that euphoric, but I also think that the concept of this part of the game is actually fucked up.

Not only does it have the “man pretending to be a women” trope but ALSO Link is only dressing like that to SNEAK INTO A WOMENS SPACE! Like yall this is the worst tropes/sterotypes for trans people… Also as far as i can tell there are SOME exceptions to the rule (the one rock guy allowed in) but that doesnt really change that this is a harmful stereotype for trans women.

I am wondering hpw yall feel about this, it made me kind of sad to see this in one of my favorite games.

reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 11 days ago
▲ 232 r/plural

No! What the fuck is this person on??? I have littles who cry when they have to take insulin! I have low blood sugars that really effect my system because of how they make my body feel. I hate this misinfo, diabetes is not a personality or something fun, i have almost DIED over this fucking desease and I had to wait three fucking years for my lifesaving insulin pump. Genuinely what the fuck.

EDIT: I also have reached out to this creator sending them the exact comment, why it was wrong, and asking them to take down the comment or correct themself. They have since ignored me and not made any corrections to the post or comment. Nor have they addressed this in another video. This person is a big creator too so this is actually a comment being seen and read by people.

EDIT 2: They took down the comment after another person commented on their tiktok!

u/A-lil-bro — 15 days ago

Okay so I want you all to think about how you would react if people were suddenly going crazy and attacking at random. The news is reporting that these random attacks have little to no corrilation in race, gender, religion or history. These attacks are to such an extreme that the US has entirely locked down (like covid) and there are suspected chemical component. It is all within a month or so and to such an extreme that the recent murders and violent attacks are 75% more common.

This book is going to be about zombies, but if the information above was all you know then what would you do?

reddit.com
u/A-lil-bro — 17 days ago