He was fire to my soul. Awoke feelings I didn’t even remember I had and then… silence. How do I get over it? How do I stop the idea of what could have been? I’m shattered. I just want him.
Hello, I (33F) met a 52M a long time ago. It was instant attraction. This never happened to me before. We were both married so nothing happened other than platonic flirting.
He recently lost his wife and I’m going through making hard decisions with my very dead marriage.
After his wife passed we got a lot more closer. I’ve been helping and supporting as much as possible. He has small children that I absolutely adore so I like hanging out with them a lot.
I have imagined my life with him for a long time now… when we see each other is just perfect, but then we text and I absolutely hate him. He makes me feel so extremely crappy and insecure. Is like 2 different people I am dealing with… I am heart broken idk how to deal with him and this situation. For obvious reasons I can’t see him as often as I would like, so texting is usually the daily situation.
I have never in my life even looked at a man more than 5years older, let alone 20!.. my question here is what the heck is happening in his head? What am I doing wrong..