u/87-percent-gay

I guess what I told them today technically constitutes a plan but I have no actual intent so I'm not at the point of involuntary hospitalization. This is like the third appointment in a row we talked about inpatient. If things escalated to a point where I thought I'd be involuntarily hospitalized I'm scared I'd lie to my treatment team. I'm normally really really honest with them. I meet with my psychiatrist every other week but my therapist was worried enough they reached out to my psychiatrist and we're meeting again next week instead of the following.

Things for me have been really difficult for a really long time. I deal with a lot of mental health issues, suicidal ideation, self harm, etc etc. So many people talk about how religion and believing in something bigger than yourself can be such a life changing thing. I've always considered myself agnostic, but I was baptized Christian as a child but never learned much about religion even then. Please help me.

I think Jamie being nonbinary would have been really cool full circle from the ambiguity around his birth. Kelly's a really interesting and fun character, but I think it was a missed opportunity and they should have done something else with the youngest