first base is when I tell you about my childhood.
second base is when I tell you about my family.
third base is when I tell you about my deep self hatred and why I self sabotage everything.
nobody ever makes it to third base.
for as long as the sun sets
and the moon rises
it is you
that I want
in all of my tomorrows.
sometimes you don’t need a last conversation with someone because the fact that they didn’t even care enough to initiate a conversation to clear everything up, tells you everything you need to know…
Going through a recent breakup.. had an appointment with my doctor for a follow up for my ADHD.. and she was concerned about my anxiety and depression scoring— well now I’m starting sertraline…
I never would’ve thought a breakup would affect my life so much…
I don’t even know what to do.. I scare myself most days.
You’re not my what if.. you’re my even if.
Even if nothing goes as planned.
Even if we’re tired and the words come out wrong.
Even if the days are long and our patience is short.
Even if everything goes wrong and it feels like the whole world is falling apart.
I will still choose you. Your hand in the dark. Your voice in the noise. Your presence over silence.
I will always pick us over pride. Our love. Every. single. time.