r/u_Brave_Average2467

everything feels 10x times more , i'm tired of everything ,sleep can't ever replace a constant state of self pressure even when no one has hope in me but me . every waking moment i feel more distant from everything like i'm slowly losing constant consciousness and original thoughts it's draining but some how i always reach for my phone even when my eyes hurt and my neck is in a constant struggle of looking down . it never stop even when i'm losing my self . i haven't craved human affection more then ever but i feel the most disgusting and feeling when talking to people the phone makes me so numb and without it i feel empty because i know how hard my problems are and it leaves me feeling hope less ( grades ) ( so what am i going through i don’t know if i’m struggling with addiction or some mental issue