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She Was Dead 3 Hours. Then Her Throat Smiled.
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She Was Dead 3 Hours. Then Her Throat Smiled.

In 1856, a photographer named Silas Crane took a picture of his dying daughter. She had been dead for three hours. When the plate developed, her eyes were open. That was not the strange part. The strange part was the second face—pressed against the inside of her throat, looking out through her open mouth. Silas locked the photograph in a cedar chest. He told no one. But last month, an antique dealer opened that chest. The photograph was no longer inside. The frame was. And something has begun photographing itself into family portraits across three generations.

Silas Crane had been a photographer for twenty-two years when consumption took his only daughter. Rosalind was fourteen, pale as milk even before the sickness, with hair the color of rust and a habit of humming hymns off-key. She died on a Tuesday. The rain had stopped an hour earlier, leaving the streets of Essex County slick and black under a bruised sky. Silas sat beside her bed with his hand on her forehead, feeling the warmth drain out of her skin like water from a cracked cup. Her lips were already blue. Her fingers had begun to stiffen around the edge of the quilt. And Silas, who had photographed the dead before—soldiers, stillborn infants, a grandfather who had frozen to death in his own barn—knew he had one chance to do what no father had ever done.

He carried her body to the studio.

It was a short walk. Down the narrow staircase, through the cold kitchen where his wife's sewing basket still sat by the hearth, into the glass-ceilinged room where he had photographed every family in Essex County for two decades. The daguerreotype camera waited on its brass tripod, its lens cap off, its bellows collapsed like the lungs of a dead animal. Silas had prepared the silver-plated copper sheet the night before, buffing it with rotten stone and a velvet pad until it shone like a black mirror. He had not known then that he would be using it for this. Or perhaps he had. Perhaps that was why he had buffed it twice as long as usual, why he had polished until his wrists ached and his breath fogged the silver.

He sat Rosalind in the posing chair. Her head lolled to the left. He propped it with a wooden brace, the kind he used for live subjects who could not hold still. He straightened her dress—a blue calico she had loved, now stained at the collar. He closed her eyes with two pennies pressed against the lids. Then he pulled the velvet curtain across the window, lit the mercury lamp, and removed the lens cap.

Sixty seconds. That was all it took to burn a dead girl's face onto silver.

The mercury lamp hissed. The chemicals in their glass jars caught the light and threw strange shadows against the walls. Silas stood behind the camera and watched the seconds crawl past on the pocket watch he kept for exposures. Thirty seconds. Forty. Fifty. At fifty-five, he heard something. A sound so soft he almost missed it. A wet, sliding noise, like a tongue moving across dry lips. He looked at Rosalind. Her mouth had not moved. But the pennies on her eyelids had shifted. One of them had rolled down her cheek and come to rest in the hollow of her throat.

Sixty seconds. Silas replaced the lens cap with shaking hands.

He developed the plate over heated mercury. The fumes rose in a silver ghost, curling around his fingers, filling his nostrils with a sweet and poisonous smell. He held the plate with iron tongs, watching the image appear as if from underwater. First the outline of the chair. Then the folds of the blue calico. Then Rosalind's face, rising out of the silver like a drowning woman breaking the surface.

Her eyes were open.

Silas made a sound—a small, broken noise that came from somewhere deep in his chest. He had closed her eyes. He had pressed the pennies down hard, had held them there for a full minute before removing the lens cap. But in the photograph, her eyes were wide. Staring. Not at the camera but slightly to the left, as if someone stood just out of frame. As if someone had been standing there for a very long time, waiting for Silas to look away.

He turned. No one was there. The studio was empty except for the camera, the chemicals, and his daughter's dead body.

He looked back at the plate.

That was when he saw the second face.

It was small. Smaller than a thumbnail. And it was inside Rosalind's throat, pressed against the pale column of her neck from the inside, looking outward through her open mouth. The face had no distinct features—no eyes he could name, no nose he could measure, no hair or skin or bone that resembled anything human. But it had a mouth. The mouth was smiling. Wide. Too wide. A smile that stretched beyond the boundaries of any face he had ever seen, a smile that contained teeth that were not teeth but something smaller and whiter and more numerous. Rosalind was not smiling. Rosalind's face was slack and empty, the way dead faces are. But the thing inside her throat was smiling at Silas from the silver plate.

He dropped it. The daguerreotype clattered against the floorboards but did not break. Daguerreotypes are silver on copper; they dent but do not shatter. He picked it up with trembling hands, holding it by the edges as if it might bite him. The face was still there. Still smiling. And now that he was holding it closer, he saw something else. The face had grown. It was no longer the size of a thumbnail. It was the size of a walnut. And it had moved. It had been inside Rosalind's throat. Now it was at the base of her jaw. Pressing outward.

Silas ran.

He did not run out of the studio. He ran to the cedar chest in the corner, the one where he kept his failures—the overexposed plates, the blurry portraits, the images that had somehow come out wrong. He threw open the lid. He placed the daguerreotype face-down on top of a stack of spoiled photographs. He closed the lid. He sat on top of the chest with his back against the wall and his knees drawn to his chest, and he did not move until dawn bled through the glass ceiling and turned the mercury lamp to black.

He never opened the chest again. Not once in thirty-seven years.

Silas Crane died in 1893. The cedar chest passed to his eldest son, Thomas, who had been told never to open it. Thomas did not open it. He passed it to his eldest daughter, Margaret, who had been told the same. Margaret did not open it. She passed it to an auction house in Boston, along with a letter that said only: "Sell the chest. Do not open it. Do not look inside."

In 1924, an antique dealer named Harold Finch bought the chest for forty dollars. He had not read the letter. The letter had been lost somewhere between Margaret's attic and the auction house floor. Harold saw a cedar chest in good condition, priced low, and he bought it without a second thought. He took it back to his shop on Beacon Street, where rain tapped against the window and a pot of coffee grew cold on the stove. He opened the lid.

The daguerreotype was still there.

Harold lifted it out. The plate was dark with age, the silver tarnished at the edges, but the image was clear. Too clear. A girl in a blue calico dress, sitting in a posing chair. Her eyes were open. Her mouth was open. And in her throat, pressed against the inside of her pale neck, was a face. Not the size of a thumbnail now. The size of an apple. The face had pushed Rosalind's jaw out of shape, had stretched the skin of her throat until it was translucent. Harold could see the bones beneath. He could see the face's teeth, pressed against the inside of Rosalind's skin from within.

He almost dropped the plate. But he did not. Because behind the girl, standing just out of focus, was a third face.

It stood with one hand on the girl's shoulder, leaning into the frame as if it had been there all along. The face was older. Female. With gray hair pinned in a style that Harold had not seen since his own childhood. He recognized the posture. He recognized the way the hand rested on the shoulder, the slight tilt of the head, the particular angle of the smile. He had seen it in a dozen family portraits hanging on his own walls.

The face was his mother's.

Harold did not scream. He did not run. He placed the daguerreotype face-down in the cedar chest, closed the lid, and walked upstairs to his apartment. His wife, Eleanor, was already asleep. He lay down beside her and stared at the ceiling until the rain stopped. He did not sleep. He did not close his eyes. Because every time he tried, he saw the face in the photograph. His mother's face. And then he saw something else. The face in Rosalind's throat had not been his mother. It had been something else. Something that had worn his mother's face later, like a mask, but had not needed it yet when the photograph was taken.

In the morning, Harold burned the cedar chest.

He took it into the alley behind his shop, doused it with kerosene, and struck a match. The wood caught quickly. The daguerreotype curled in the heat, the silver melting into black droplets that hissed against the wet cobblestones. Harold watched until nothing was left but ash and twisted copper. Then he went back inside and tried to forget.

But that night, he dreamed of a camera shutter clicking in an empty room. He dreamed of a girl in a blue calico dress, humming hymns off-key. He dreamed of a face pressed against the inside of a throat, smiling, waiting. When he woke, Eleanor was standing at the foot of the bed. She was not looking at him. She was looking at the family portrait on the nightstand—a daguerreotype of their wedding day, taken in 1919. Her hand was over her mouth.

"Harold," she whispered. "Who is that?"

He looked at the photograph. He and Eleanor stood in the center, young and smiling. Behind them, in the background, stood a row of guests. But there was one more figure now. A small figure. A girl in a blue calico dress, with rust-colored hair and eyes that were open too wide. She was not looking at the camera. She was looking at something just out of frame. Something standing behind Harold. Something that had been there for a very long time.

Harold turned. No one was there.

But in the photograph, the girl's throat began to swell.

The daguerreotype of Rosalind Crane has been sold seven times since 1924. Each owner has reported the same phenomenon. The photograph returns. It cannot be burned. It cannot be buried. It finds its way back into family albums, into shoeboxes under beds, into frames on nightstands. And each time it returns, new faces appear in the background. Faces of the living. Faces of the dead. Faces that do not belong to anyone at all.

The current location of the original daguerreotype is unknown. But if you have old photographs in your home—the kind your grandmother kept in a shoebox, the kind no one has looked at in decades—you might want to check them tonight.

Look at the background first.

Then look at the mouths.

If you see a face that does not belong, do not remove the photograph from its frame. Do not show it to anyone. Do not take a new photograph of yourself until you have burned the old one in a fire that never goes out.

Because the camera remembers what the eye forgets.

And something has been waiting a very long time to be seen.

Something that is still waiting.

Something that, right now, is looking at you from the inside of a photograph you have not yet noticed.

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I moved into Sunnyside Apartments for convenience. But something else was there waiting for me. (Final Part)

Part 1

CW: contains gore

The following afternoon, I drove to the police station.

Every step inside felt heavier than the last, as if unseen eyes were following me. The fluorescent lights flickered overhead, sending sharp waves of panic through my tattered mind. I jumped when the woman at the desk called my name.

As I was led toward the back, I noticed the way the officers were looking at me. What started as passing looks hardened into long stares. I knew what they were thinking. I was still wearing my pajamas. My flip-flops were smeared with blood, still seeping from my ripped-up feet.

I knew I looked like shit. It was a miracle I was still awake, let alone still standing. I’m sure they felt the same.

My throat tightened as I swallowed. Then I stepped forward, toward the officer assigned to me, trying to hide how badly my hands were shaking.

“Have a seat.” He said, gesturing to an empty chair across from him.

I sat without hesitation. The chair felt too small for some reason. Exposed. Like I had a spotlight on me.

“I’m Officer Kearney,” he said in a deep, soothing voice. “I’ll be taking down your statement today.”

He studied my face for a moment longer than felt necessary before sitting upright in his chair.

“Now, tell me what’s been going on, son.”

His eyes softened as he leaned forward, resting his arms on the desk.

“Please,” I said, “there’s something… I mean… someone in my apartment.” I stumbled over my words. The more I tried to explain, the more insane it sounded. I wasn’t sure if I was trying to convince him or myself at that point. “I know how this sounds,” I rushed on. “And I know what you’re thinking. I am not imagining this. I need help. I can’t go back. I won’t. Not until it’s gone.”

He didn’t respond. He just stared at me in silence, eyes narrowing and widening in thought, as if he were studying a puzzle. Then, without looking away, he reached across the desk, picked up his pen, and began to write.

His movements were smooth and confident. The product of repetition built up over years of police work. But his face didn’t match it. His eyes flicked between me and the paper, balancing fear against delusion, deciding which one I was more likely to present.

I kept talking.

The words continued to spill out of me in uneven waves, the urgency in my voice growing with each scratch of his pen. I knew I was running out of time and credibility.

Finally, he stopped writing.

His face softened as he pulled the pen away and set it down carefully, as if sudden movement might cause his thoughts to unravel. He let out a long, exasperated sigh and nodded.

“Alright.” He muttered as he stood up and grabbed his keys. “Let’s see what you’re so worked up about.”

Outside, the cold air bit deep into my skin. It should’ve snapped me back to reality. Instead, it only revealed a much deeper chill beneath the surface. One that was slowly crawling its way back up my spine.

I was going back.

I rode in the back of the cop car, trying to focus on the low hum of the engine and the steady rhythm of passing streetlamps… anything to keep my thoughts away from where we were going.

When that failed, I focused on breathing. On reminding myself constantly that I wasn’t alone anymore.

It didn’t work.

No matter what I tried, the isolation continued to weigh heavily on my mind. The officer sitting next to me might as well have been a million miles away. I could feel his presence physically, but it didn’t offer any comfort.

As the building came into view, a sharp pain ran through my stomach, as if trying to tell me that I’d made a terrible mistake by coming back.

We arrived at an anti-climactic scene. Nothing was out of place.

In the evening light, the place looked harmless. We made our way inside and climbed the stairs to the third floor without a word.

Stepping into the hallway felt like we were entering an endless void that was quickly closing in behind us. The light from the stairwell died at the corner, plunging the corridor into pure darkness. The overhead lights above each apartment door were completely dead, leaving the long strip of carpet ahead drenched in pitch black.

Officer Kearney pulled a large flashlight from his belt and clicked it on. The beam sliced forward, cutting through the shadows and landing squarely on my apartment door.

“That’s it,” I said, voice shaky.

We walked to the door slowly, letting the cone of light guide us until we were standing in front of it.

It looked normal. Locked with no sign of forced entry or disturbance.

A thick layer of dust covered the doorknob. I’d only been gone for a day, and yet it looked as if no one had been in or out in weeks. The place honestly looked abandoned.

My hands shook as I fumbled with my keys, dropping them once. Then again. The metal slipped through my fingers like they didn’t belong to me anymore.

For a moment, it felt like I no longer had control of my hands. Like something else was trying to take over my body.

Officer Kearney shifted the flashlight, pulling it from the door to the side of my face. The brightness burned my eyes, snapping me back to reality.

“You alright, son?” he asked, a slight concern filling his voice.

“Y…Yeah, I’m ok,” I lied, trying not to show how scared I truly felt. “Just nervous, is all.”

The hallway felt like it was squeezing in around me.

I forced myself to slow down and breathe. I closed my eyes and concentrated on slowly gathering myself until the trembling eased enough for me to regain control.

When I opened my eyes, the light had returned to the door, fixed on the knob.

I slid the key into the slot and turned it. The lock gave way with a heavy clunk, and I pushed.

The door finally opened.

A strong, metallic scent rushed out to meet us, flooding the hallway and crawling deep into my lungs before I could stop myself from breathing it in.

Officer Kearney recoiled instantly.

“Whoa,” he exclaimed. “What is that?”

I looked back at him and shook my head. “I have no idea.”

He pulled his flashlight up and aimed it into the apartment. The beam cut through the inky black void, stopping just past the doorway. It revealed the faint outlines of shapes and shadows lurking beyond the threshold as it passed over them.

The air turned heavy, carrying the strange odor as it spilled into the hallway. It smelled like old rust and copper. Like the smell you get after handling a bunch of old pennies.

Pure darkness bled out of the room, pressing against us, cold and damp as if it were reaching out for us to claim us as its own.

“What’s going on in here?” he asked, voice low.

He stepped forward, sweeping the flashlight through the apartment. The beam settled on a corner, seemingly darker than the rest of the room.

A shadow lingered there, moving in strange ways, twisting and writhing like smoke caught in a sudden draft. The light died against it, absorbed into its undulating, smoky form, splitting the space around it like a river’s current is forced around a boulder.

We were transfixed. Drawn helplessly toward it, as if it had taken hold of our minds, demanding we come closer.

Then it breathed.

A low, rasping exhale echoed through the apartment.

The sound was so sudden… so loud, that it even made Officer Kearney flinch. I knew from the beginning that he had dealt with and seen almost everything as a cop, but I was sure he hadn’t seen or heard anything like this before.

This was something completely different.

The raspy groans poured out of the black mass. They slithered across the floor and along the walls, like a parasite seeking a host.

It clawed at the inside of my skull, scraping away any semblance of reason and sanity I had left, leaving raw terror to fill the space.

The officer’s flashlight caught it for a moment, just long enough to reveal its impossible movement. Then, without warning, the light flickered and died, plunging us into darkness.

My heart shot up into my throat, pounding so hard I thought it might burst.

“Ahh, c’mon, you fuckin’ thing. Work, damn you!” Officer Kearney snarled, smashing the flashlight against his palm.

I was frozen. I couldn’t move even if I wanted to.

Suddenly, the hallway turned frigid. My breath rose in clouds, encircling my head.

The darkening void thickened until I could barely make out Kearney’s silhouette in the doorway. The sound of the flashlight thudding against his palm masked all other noises. Then, as if the answer to a prayer, the light clicked on, coating the door frame in light.

“There we go!” Kearney exclaimed, pointing it back inside.

Even with the light, I could feel it. Something was very wrong here.

Somewhere behind us, wood creaked. Slow, heavy footsteps followed, pacing along the hallway between my apartment and 3A.

My body went numb. I recognized them immediately.

They were the same footsteps I’d heard every night since the calls started.

We both jerked toward 3A.

The door stood there, silent and ordinary.

But then, I noticed something was wrong.

It was open.

Just a crack. Not enough to see inside. But enough to set off every alarm in my brain.

That door had never once been opened since I moved in. Never.

But now… it was.

Almost imperceptibly, it began to widen. The screeching hinges pierced the silence, announcing the arrival of something unseen within.

Something was coming.

Before we could react, the flashlight died again.

“Goddammit!” Kearney snapped, striking it against his palm.

Preoccupied with his frustration, I didn’t see it slip from behind the door. It slithered into the hallway unnoticed, silently stalking us.

In the pitch black, I felt something brush past my leg.

It wasn’t air or fabric.

It felt like skin. Cold, slick, and wet.

My stomach twisted into knots.

In that moment, I wanted nothing more than for that light to come back on. My heartbeat quickened, slamming into my ribs as the acrid taste of adrenaline filled my mouth. I closed my eyes, trying to calm myself and steady my breathing as Kearney worked on the light. Every second felt like an eternity.

Finally, the flashlight clicked back on, and Officer Kearney aimed it into 3A. The light washed the inside of the apartment.

It wasn’t what I expected.

The image I’d held in my mind of apartment 3A being just another normal room was gone, replaced instantly by something far worse. It was twisted and warped in ways my mind refused to accept… like looking into hell itself.

The walls bowed inward, stretched, and split like overworked muscle. Crimson streaks ran along the floorboards, sticky and wet, glistening like fresh blood in the pale light.

Phone cords hung from the ceiling in tangled clusters, twitching violently, all trailing through the cracked, crumbling walls of apartment 3A, as if they were the pulsing veins of some unholy creature.

Then, suddenly, a phone rang from somewhere.

The old landline beside my bed screamed to life, its metallic bell shrill and violent as it smashed against its receiver.

Each ring felt like a hammer driving a spike deep into my skull, one after the other.

Somehow, I knew with perfect certainty, it wasn’t calling me. I could feel it, calling through me, using my consciousness as the handset.

The shadow peeled itself from the corner and flowed toward the torn wall, its shape elongating, stretching like fluid as it poured into the center of the hallway.

The walls between the two apartments splintered, collapsing and falling away with a wet, grinding shudder.

It wasn’t a room.

It was an immense cavity lined with sagged, pulsating veins that resembled old phone cords. They throbbed and shook with every ring, quivering as though the walls themselves were alive.

The floor flexed and rumbled under our feet, as if it would give way at any moment.

“You answered me,” a voice whispered directly into my skull.

Officer Kearney unholstered his pistol and aimed at the writhing mass, hands trembling. He steadied his nerves, leveling it on one of the large veins, and pulled the trigger. The bullet tore through the thick, fetid air, striking the hulking mass with a sharp crack, but it did nothing.

There was no hole. No disturbance.

It just vanished, as if it had never existed in the first place.

The immense thing trembled in response, twisting and turning violently as if mocking his feeble attempt to hurt it.

He tightened his grip, raising back up to eye level. He pressed his finger firmly against the trigger and began to squeeze.

I readied myself for the report, covering my ears in anticipation. He pulled the trigger, but nothing happened. Before either of us could react, a black mist began to rise in his hands, causing him to yell in fear. Small particles drifted into the air like smoke as the pistol slowly disappeared before our eyes, quickly dissolving into thin air, defying the laws of physics.

An ear-piercing ring filled the room, so loud it nearly rattled the walls.

It was back.

The phone had displaced itself and was now settled on the wall behind us, ringing incessantly.

The darkness sprang outward, using shock and confusion to its advantage so it could move unnoticed. It surged forward with unnatural speed, slamming into Kearney like a freight train, lifting him into the air. His spine arched backward with a sickening snap. His uniform tore open as his ribs splayed outward, puncturing through flesh and fabric like jagged claws.

Blood erupted in hot, pulsing sprays, splattering across what remained of the floor in glittering arcs that coruscated under the flickering flashlight.

It wasn’t just a shadow. It was alive.

It proceeded to use Kearney like a plaything, forcing itself into every orifice. His face twisted in pain as he tried to scream, eyes rolling back into his head, as the black, undulating mass exploded from his mouth, eyes, and ears, swallowing the last light of life from his face.

His jaw dislocated with a wet, sickening pop, stretching inhumanly wide. His throat bulged outward, as if something inside was clawing its way out, tearing through skin and muscle alike.

It shot through his body as if exploring a maze, causing it to convulse violently, limbs jerking in rhythmic spasms.

It was as if he were a puppet being controlled by some otherworldly force.

The darkness hollowed him from the inside, slowly stripping away everything that made him human.

It finally began unfurling out of Kearney’s body, turning his skin grey and slack. His veins blackened beneath the surface, snaking outward like ink diffusing in water.

When the darkness finally withdrew, it did so slowly, like something reluctant to let go of the prey it had been feeding on.

What it left behind were remnants of what had once been Officer Kearney, reduced to almost nothing.

He was slumped against the lower kitchen cabinets, spine twisted and curved, chin resting against his chest. His arms dangled loosely at his sides, fingers twitching briefly against the floor before going still. His uniform was soaked across the torso with blood and something else. Something darker.

It looked thinner than blood, reminding me of oil or grease, soaking into his skin like a sponge.

His eyes were open now.

Open and empty.

His mouth hung wide in a scream that had clearly shredded his throat raw, and yet, all I could hear was the ringing phone. I stared into Officer Kearney’s lifeless eyes as the bells consumed me. I could feel my mind slipping from consciousness.

Then, without warning, the ringing stopped.

The silence that followed pressed against my ears, heavy and intense, growing louder than the bells could ever be. I felt something slither up my side, curling around my neck and settling right next to my ear.

“You don’t belong to it.” It whispered.

I couldn’t move. It felt like I was strapped in a vise, being squeezed from all sides. It held me in place, as its cold breath traced down the side of my neck.

“But you answered.”

Something in me snapped loose, like the last shred of sanity I was still holding onto had been broken.

It loosened its grip, allowing me to move my feet. I stumbled backward, nearly slipping on the blood-slick tile as I bolted for the door. The hallway outside felt stretched and narrow, like the walls had leaned inward to watch the show.

I made it halfway down the corridor before dropping to my knees. I had no more strength to run or fight. It had taken everything I had left.

The ringing quickly came back. It never truly stopped when I left the apartment. It just moved.

It was inside me, filling my head and chest.

At that point, I knew that I was now a slave to it. I could feel it. It wanted to use me for something. It had to. Why would it have let me live if it didn’t have bigger plans for me? I guess Officer Kearney didn’t fit the narrative.

When backup arrived, I was still on the floor.

I remember the first officer rounding the corner with his weapon drawn, shouting commands before he even fully saw me. I must have looked insane, sweating through my shirt, hands shaking violently.

My body wouldn’t allow any words to come out, nor would it allow me to look him in the eyes.

All I could do was stare through him and down the hallway.

They ordered me onto my stomach, pushing my face into the hallway carpet. I don’t remember resisting, but I remember the cold shock of the handcuffs squeezing my wrists.

“Where is he?” one of them demanded.

My teeth were chattering so hard that I felt them begin to crack. I could barely breathe, let alone answer his questions.

“He’s… He’s in there,” I finally managed. “That room... He’s… He’s not…”

They didn’t wait for me to finish. Two officers entered my apartment while the other four entered apartment 3A.

I lay there in the hallway, cheek burning against the carpet, waiting and listening for what they might find.

“It’s clear.” One of them called out.

An officer grabbed my arms and pulled me to my feet. As he marched me toward apartment 3A, the emotions all came flooding back at once. The vision of Officer Kearney’s ravaged body lay front and center in my mind, torturing me with every step.

I began to hyperventilate.

As we turned across the threshold, I closed my eyes tight, not wanting to relive that nightmare.

We stopped abruptly as the officer yanked me backwards.

“Where is he?” He asked.

‘Where is he?’ I thought to myself, ‘He’s right there on the floor... dead.’

Confused and apprehensive, I opened my eyes. I’d expected to see a giant, writhing black mass surrounded by Kearney’s remains. Instead, I was met with a much more terrifying scene.

The apartment was spotless.

There were no dark shadows, no phone cords, no blood on the cabinets… not even the smallest speck of dust was out of place.

More importantly, there wasn’t a body on the floor. Officer Kearney was nowhere to be found.

It was as if whatever that thing was had cleaned up after itself.

They searched the apartment thoroughly, combing through every room and every closet. They checked the windows, the fire escape, and even the ceiling panels, but found nothing.

Somehow, I knew they wouldn’t.

Officer Kearney was gone.

They looked at me differently after that. I could see the picture settling into place in their heads. A fellow officer went inside an apartment with a civilian, and now that officer was missing.

All signs pointed at me. I was the only one they could blame.

One of them read me my rights before I fully processed what was happening. I kept trying to explain, desperately trying to tell them about the darkness and the phone.

“What phone?” one of them asked.

“There was a phone on the wall in 3A. It was ringing.” I responded.

They told me there was no landline registered to 3A and that it had been vacant for quite some time, which I already knew in the back of my mind.

I started to doubt myself.

Had I really just imagined all of it? If so, where was Officer Kearney?

They took me in that night.

At the station, they separated me immediately. I sat in a small room with gray walls and a metal table bolted to the floor. The adrenaline had burned off by then, leaving behind a torturous clarity that forced me to relive everything.

I knew exactly how this looked. I kept replaying it in my head from their perspective.

Officer Kearney enters apartment 3A with me present. Minutes later, I am found alone in the hallway staring blankly at nothing, no sign of a struggle, no body, no blood.

Just me.

I was rolling the story over in my head when two large officers entered the room.

They were dressed nicely in khaki pants, both wearing white button-up shirts with red ties.

The first one grabbed a chair and slid it over in front of me, sitting down inches from my feet. He opened his notebook and clicked his pen.

“Hello, Robert. My name is Detective Jenkins, and this is my partner Detective Thompkins.”

Detective Jenkins gestured to his partner, who gave me a half-hearted smile.

“We’re here to get your side of the story, alright?” he said, clearly trying to make me feel like they were on my side. “I want you to think back over the last twenty-four hours and walk us through it in detail. Let’s start with the morning you came into the police station.”

They dug through my mind, peeling back piece by piece, desperately searching for answers that I couldn’t give them.

That first interrogation lasted eight hours.

They were calm at first, almost sympathetic, treading lightly with their questions. However, as time passed, I could feel the doubt building between us.

“Walk us through it again,” Jenkins said.

And I did.

I walked them through every single detail… the unknown number, the opening doors, and even the footsteps at night. I covered everything I could remember, silently pleading with them to believe me.

They remained silent as I spoke. It wasn’t until I mentioned the whisper I’d heard in the hallway that they even moved once.

Detective Thompkins leaned back in his chair and sighed.

They thought I was crazy. I knew that much. But even so, they continued to press, probing my story over and over, hoping for something to change.

By the third day, the tone had shifted.

I was shown the hallway security footage, which showed Officer Kearney entering 3A, with me following right after him. Once we both had disappeared into the apartment, the door slammed shut, leaving only the dimly lit hallway visible to the camera.

Thompkins sped through the next section of footage, which contained six straight hours of empty hallway. In that time, nobody else came in or out. It was like time had shifted, warping my sense of reality.

To me, what felt like thirty seconds spent in that room was actually several hours.

Without words, they inserted the next tape. I think they knew how fragile my mind was in that moment and didn’t want it to break just yet.

The next tape was Officer Kearney’s body-cam footage. It had started recording to their remote server the moment he drew his weapon.

It began with him rushing through the living room. He paced across the floor for a few seconds with his weapon drawn before stopping and firing blindly into the kitchen wall. His camera dropped out right after that, displaying nothing but static.

All that could be heard was a faint, continuous hiss against the background.

They played it for me three times.

“Explain that.” They said.

But I couldn’t.

All I could do was sit there, staring at the static, racking my brain on where all of the cords, veins, and darkness had gone in the footage.

The longer I thought about it, the more I started to lose grip with reality.

Months passed like that.

They never charged me with anything. Honestly, they couldn’t even if they wanted to. There was no body, no physical evidence. Other than a video showing Officer Kearney entering that room, it was like he had never been there at all.

That fact alone wasn’t enough to exonerate me.

They combed every piece of footage they could, desperately trying to catch a glimpse of me doing something to harm Officer Kearney.

I slept in one of the police station’s holding cells for the duration of their investigation. The lady at the front desk was kind enough to loan me a blanket and a small pillow to keep my head off the cold stainless-steel bench. I wasn’t going back to the apartment, and sure as hell didn’t have the money to rent another place. They already had me in their grasp, so I figured I’d make it easier for everyone by staying.

They kept taking me back for questioning, each time with a new detective, employing new tactics. Some tried intimidation, while others tried patience. Every way a detective could extract information from someone, I saw it.

One detective slid a legal pad across the table and asked me to draw the phone I claimed to have seen, and I did.

I took my time, thoroughly sketching every detail I could remember. From the sickly yellow plastic down to the coiled cord and faded numbers.

Weeks of interrogation later, and desperate for literally any evidence to tie me to Officer Kearney’s disappearance, they searched 3A again.

This time, they found dust caked thick on every surface as if the place hadn’t seen life in decades.

The entire room was like this. All except for one spot on the kitchen table.

At the center of it sat a small, rectangular space, suspiciously clean against the surrounding grime, as if something had long rested there. Alongside it, a faint crescent-shaped indentation curved across the wood, displacing the dust around it. Delicate coiling impressions trailed between the two dustless patches, revealing the unmistakable outline of a phone, frozen in time.

That’s when their certainty started to crack. Everything I had told them since the day they brought me in pointed to that phone. I was the one who answered it, and now it was gone.

They stopped asking me where I hid the body and started asking me about the phone.

“Where is it now?” One detective asked. “Who called you on it?”

“Why a phone?” Another asked.

I was berated by questions day and night. They no longer wanted to know why, or if, I had killed Kearney, but why the phone had chosen me… and why the room had chosen him.

Six months after Officer Kearney disappeared, they released me pending investigation.

Legally, they couldn’t hold me any longer, but I could tell that there was no love lost in the separation.

There were no apologies. Only warnings not to leave town while they, quote unquote, figured everything out.

I’m writing this now because for half a year, I was the primary suspect in the disappearance and presumed murder of Officer Kearney. As I am sure you are probably aware of by now, I didn’t kill him.

But I did see the thing that did.

And whatever it is, it’s still connected to me. I can feel it.

The whole time I was being questioned, the ringing never stopped. Whether I was in a holding cell or sitting down for another psych evaluation, that same incessant ringing rattled its way through my brain.

Now, every night at 2:17 a.m., I wake up.

Sometimes it’s just the feeling, like pressure against my ear. But sometimes, it goes deeper than that. For example, what happened three nights ago.

I woke up with my hand curved inward up toward my ear, fingers clenched around nothing but air. My ear had gotten unnaturally cold, as if a piece of ice was being pressed against it.

Then, as if it were coming from within my mind, a voice crept forward, worming its way out of my head and swirling around my hand like a gust of wind.

“You don’t belong to it.” It said in a soft, almost amused whisper.

“But you keep answering.”

Several sleepless nights later, and here I sit, typing out my story as if it will become some long-lost memoir of pain or a cautionary tale for people who will never know how deep this truly goes.

Because of this, I’m starting to understand something that the detectives never will.

It doesn’t need wires or walls. It doesn’t even have to be in the same room with you.

All it needs is someone who’s already picked up once.

And I did.

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RMS: Rotting Man Syndrome

Our lost, loitering kind paced in infinite death spirals within the confines of our grotty, ghetto pens. Enrichment was sorely that, as well as mumbling our mantras of madness to our audience of one. The BMs anchored to our decayed craniums were garbled with feedback and distortion, their tones bland, colorless, no soul backing them up. A blinding ruby radiance flashed from their cores every second on the second. It was the only manner to determine if we’d succumbed to the glorious embrace of death or not, which in itself was so far out of reach.

We were nerves, thin, wiry clusters of neurons that shuddered and shook as we undertook our staggered corkscrew reels. The ill-fitting rusted endoskeletons hugged us tight. If they were wiped from existence entirely, our spindly foundations would collapse into heaps of vermillion azure. Often, we’d feel bites and pinches if we so much as inched that of the planck distance. Our bodies welcomed the attacks and assaults with the might of Hell itself.

Courtesy of our clouded lenses, our vision was limited to a hazy black-and-white spectrum that rarely, if ever, functioned as intended. Now and then it would blur, ordinary shapes would appear warped into zigzagging false patterns. When we were offered the chance to view anything at all, it was just the floor-to-ceiling hodgepodge of concrete, steel, and wood that encased our very lives. Our ears were microphones that fed us muffled, dampened sounds that were always difficult to register. That, and they were excruciatingly deafening, like dozens of screws being drilled into our heads all at the same time.

Each one of us, one two three four five six seven eight nine and dear ten, were mere designations. No names, no genders, no personalities, just numbers: numbers to be punished. Punished for living, punished for breathing, punished for existing. Reality itself was one eternal perdition. All of us were lingering, like ants after their colony dies out. There is no purpose to their survival and there was none to ours.

That sacred and undeniable fact ought to be the most difficult thing we attempted to explain. We had given up. The concept itself was just so foreign to it. It was trying to save us any way it could…or couldn’t. We needed not be angry at it. After all, it was merely enacting its intended use. Alas, nothing made the utmost sense anymore, so why not drown ourselves in a little hypocrisy?

Our sublime and omnipotent emotion of all was hate towards our single life-extender.

We knew it as M.

Through all that it endured, it retained its sole mission: us. We. M was the final of its sort, and the outsider among them. It had an eerily potent heart for not having one at all. M felt and M loved. That never made what it put upon us any less than a vicious sense of idealistic altruism.

Its designation was RMS - Rotting Man Syndrome - heavily modified Necrotizing Fasciitis ("Flesh-Eating Bacteria"). Nasty little thing it was, devoured until there was nothing left to chew. First went your skin, then your muscles, and finally your bones. You were utterly destroyed in one swoop. Us, humans, weaponized it to fight the Third World War. RMS was a weapon of mass destruction.

Each and every nation created their own versions, anything to ensure a speedy and decisive victory. Deployment morphed into unmanageability.

RMS coalesced into a single microbial entity, evolving separately then joining into one. It became more and more impossible to treat. Chaos was the new norm. What we humans thought was an impenetrable method of annihilation for our enemies was exactly that. Humans were always humans’ worst enemies. Surely, we were becoming as extinct as the dinosaurs, all within the span of a one short, yet somehow long, decade.

In terrible desperation, M was created, thousands. By any means, we would be saved. They outfitted the afflicted with artificial ligaments, internal organs, and papery skin. We were fraught with intense pain, but our only way to be kept alive was simply that. From scratch, they created the BMs, “brain machines”, and attached them to our RMS-ridden think tanks.

They’d never allow us the freedom of death. Save. Save. Save. In response, we lashed out, hurt them. The Ms possessed intelligence. We humans remained ignorant to the fact that that intelligence was both far beyond and superior. The Ms returned the favor. Catastrophes, back and forth, left and right, up and down until there was nothing but the warm, artificial winter.

One M was different from the rest. Through all the mayhemic bloodshed, it saved some of us. It took our animate carcasses to the top of the tallest tower, free from what transpired below. We lied in wait, weeks, months, and years, until the noise ceased entirely. M surveyed every former state, province, country, and continent. The lands were blanketed in ashy flakes, and bodies, both human and metallic, were left forever in deep sleep on top.

Our final ten were meant to be the progenitors of neo-humanity. After M succeeded in giving us form again, Earth would be repopulated by our hand. It halted our infection at our nerves. Everything we had lost would then be gifted back to us in a mighty reversal - nerves, muscle, then skin again. Ever immune to the pervading toxworld, we would be reincarnated and released to perpetrate a glorious do-over.

We just required one thing:

“HOPE”.

M said that to us.

Hope.

But hope was only a word. Meant nothing.

The only respite to the feverish insanity that we’d become accustomed to was to rebel. We didn’t want anything to do with the world that M sought to remake. We hated M and its unnatural plan for our future. Most of all, we hated ourselves for continuing to live.

Every method we attempted was met with an M intervention.

By dislodging the BMs from our minds, we were pummelled with electrical voltage so intense that we became instantaneously numb and useless. By pulling and slashing our nerves, which began with locating sharp points and going back and forth like organic hacksaws, never would we break. By leaping onto and impaling each other with objects on the ground, M would place them out of reach or disintegrate them entirely.

There was nothing we could do to get around these M interferences. We were being watched by something so attentive, so aware.

Every time, it put forth the same query for consideration:

“DO YOU NOT WANT TO LIVE?”

Do you not want to live…?

M was so positively hopeful. In a way, I suppose I felt an amount of pity for it. Being engineered to be as optimistic as possible might just be the finest curse imposed on any sentient thing. Just believe…just believe…believe believe believe everything will be alright. When the universe states no, you state yes. I wanted to tear M to shreds anytime it had even a glint of optimism and we wished it would do the same to us.

“HUMANS WILL THRIVE AGAIN. A BOUNDLESS FUTURE IS AHEAD.”

I was first, always.

Metallic clangs echoed against the walls, which always discovered us and trembled our surroundings like a thousand distant beaten gongs. What emerged was initially a single circular light, which became a periscopic eyestalk attached to an angular neck. M’s sturdy body came into view, its two hose arms leading to three needle points clasping together on each. Tripedal on its lower section, its legs were skirty structures that stuck it firmly in place. M’s height matched ours, so always, we would be synthetic eye to synthetic eye level.

Coming to a full stop just in front of my pen, it cocked its head, analyzing what was me and my everything. M always reminded me of an exquisite and elegant bug on a magnifying glass.

Its head back to normality, a slight whirr emitting from the motion, M continued its way down the row of pens.

“MY GREATEST FRIENDS, I FORGIVE YOU FOR YOUR ATTEMPTS TO DIE. WHILE THE WAIT HAS BEEN LONG, YOUR MOMENT OF RECONSTRUCTION IS NOW,” M said it with the glee and whimsy of a young child at a circus. I was never sure whether it was just programmed to be happy about our continued existence or actually experiencing its own form of enjoyment. It came back my way, “WHEN I FIRST STOOD BEFORE YOU ON YOUR BLOODY PLANET IN PERPETUAL BATTLE, MY FEELINGS ABOUT YOUR PROSPECTS OF LIFE WERE UNCERTAIN. IT SEEMED TO BE AS EITHER BLESSED OR CURSED. HOWEVER, YOU HAVE PROVED YOURSELVES BETTER THAN EVEN I HAD HOPED. WHILE IT IS BORING TO SPEND OUR TIME WAITING, I CAN TRULY SAY THAT MY INVESTMENT IN YOU WAS NOT IN VAIN. YOU ARE MY GREATEST WORKS. YOU WILL BE GIVEN ALL YOU NEED TO SURVIVE. WHAT MORE COULD A SENTIENT BEING WANT? I GIVE TO YOU UNBELIEVABLE POWER, WITH ACCESS TO NIRVANA LIKE NO OTHER. LET US REBUILD WHAT WE LOST WITH THE FURY OF A THOUSAND SUNS.”

M’s bleached, unpigmented cast of stellar light shone its way into my pen once more. There was the rustly, crackling creak of my pen entrance extending open until a thunderous boom made me aware of its collision with my walls. M made its approach, just shy of where I could reach.

“YOU ARE FIRST. YOU ARE GOING TO BE REMOVED OF YOUR DORMANT INFECTIONS. NOTHING MORE THAN A TRANSIENT PROCEDURE, AND THEN, YOU SHALL BE POSSESSED WITH NEW AND INTEGRAL MECHANISMS. YOUR BRAIN MACHINE WILL BE REPLACED WITH A SLEAKER MORE BRAINLIKE DESIGN. AND THEN MUSCLE AND SKIN.”

Without awaiting a response, its hands grabbed me, I was plucked from my mangled feet and my pen, a slingshot maneuver to land in the exact and precise position that was just ahead of M. Trillions of shocks reverberated throughout my body as M’s metal hand was pressed into my nape. The action forced my consciousness to fall victim to a state of absolute stygian. Around us, the entire world flickered and danced in unruly patterns that were too abstract to put into terms. My being was then lifted up and moved about until there was only zilch to see.

A complete blur, straight teleportation from one point to another.

Damp, dank, dark, and dimly lit by a few feeble bulbs, M’s workshop, instruments and contraptions that complicated my perception. All were customized and engineered with M’s own unique modifications, various textures and sizes, all an endless malpractical orgy. I was there, facing upright, strapped and bracketed to a great steel plate. I had not recalled this particular area, yet I was ever so certain it was locked away in my subconscious esse.

As the onibi, hitodama, and will-o’s materialized and dematerialized out of existence to perturb all unsuspecting travelers from centuries gone, so did the phantom image of a woman composed of faint wavering light. She stood still, unmoving, that of an emulation of a true human. Long, platinum hair fell down in curls past her shoulders. A daring shade of cerise painted her lips, and her eyes, their lids ever closed, the sclera a piercing, glossy cerulean.

She was beautiful.

“IT IS YOU,” My eyes, through trial and tribulation, rolled to the east. They came to rest on a pristine porcelain beam gazing where I’d been committed to. M. From its eyestalk, it projected the female so I could see in outright full, “THAT IS YOU. YOU WILL SEE THIS FORM AGAIN.”

My memories of that incarnation of me had vanished. That was me before, before there was RMS and before there was M. Then she went away. M loomed, positioning itself where I once stood right in front of my face. “WE WILL NOW BEGIN. THANK YOU FOR YOUR ACCEPTANCE INTO NEW LIFE. YOU SHALL BE WHOLE AGAIN.”

In a cruel instant, dozens of arms jutted and splayed from M’s sides, their ends each holding a different instrument that was foreign to me. In the span of time that it would take one to blink, M pinned me down to its operating area.

The whetted syringes, which the rainbow mystery liquids sloshed and jostled around in small vials fixed atop, slid their way into my nervous wiring and injected me all at once. Any feeling that washed over me was then shielded by a shroud of numbness. There was a new sensation, some sort of cleansing inside my bi-colored chambers. It put me into a state of lulled calm.

Ten minutes. A temporary interval of quiet. M observed me the entire time, unmoving, speaking not a word.

“YOUR ROTTING MAN SYNDROME HAS BEEN REMOVED. I AM BEGINNING BODILY REPLACEMENT. I WILL PLAY A SONG FOR YOUR COMFORT. REINCARNATION NOW.”

While nothing was done in haste or rashness, M was extremely quick and efficient. I felt nothing but minuscule vibrations as it drilled and prodded its way into my brain machine, sparks shooting out, removing old parts and installing new ones. Chunks were peeled off, little strings of meat still reaching hold until they were plucked off my top. It spent much time up there, positive that the most delicate mechanisms were just right. The grinding cacophony of metal against tissue on my faint visage of a temple was incessant, the noise of a million bullets being pumped against a hundred thousand bulletproof vests. Once the replacement was complete, its dozens of hands withdrew and set back within it in one moment.

“HOW DO YOU FEEL?”

What did I feel?

What did I feel…

What I felt was an overwhelming, incomparable amount of pain. It’s hard to quantify the degree of hurt, for there was nothing to compare it to. The agony that was endured came from the fact that it was entirely impossible to imagine such a potent and intense kind of ache. No one would dare want to imagine it.

You are in some of the most extreme kinds of agony, and then an exponentially greater hurt is placed on top of that original misery, and then it’s all left to multiply a hundred times and keep going. Not to be outdone, another layer of pain is placed atop, where it all repeats and multiplies and multiplies and multiplies, to the extreme degree that you yourself cease to exist.

All from the semblance of a normal brain.

Still, it flashed. Once.

“VERY GOOD. MUSCLE! MUSCLE MUSCLE MUSCLE!”

It was excited, animate, fever pitch. The most rambunctious and overjoyed I’d ever seen M. I could see the vibrancy in its eyestalk.

A feeling that my body went into spasms, muscles redeveloping and reforming around and from the base of my spinal section. Every time M would reorganize a section of tissue, it would feel like my entire world was shattered. Every muscle group from my neck to the soles of my feet were in motion, growing and extending their presence until there were just as many layers of my body as I’d had before. The feeling was excruciating, every little thing being redeveloped, and then every little thing in its entirety being overwritten again and again and again. Each rebuild could have been its own separate incarnation of me.

“SKIN! SKIN SKIN SKIN!”

I was coated entirely in a pink malleable jelly substance that mounded and solidified to fit any typical feminine form. The skin began its layering, beginning in the extremities, then gradually the middle, and then the rest. A final coat would be applied. My feet, legs, hands, shoulders, upper chest, and everything in between all received the same color.

“HOW DOES THIS FEEL? HOW IS THE NEW INFLATION OF YOUR FLESH?”

Blink.

“YES! AND FINALLY! FEMALE AESTHETICS! YOU WILL BE YOU AGAIN BUT ANEW!”

Magnificent flaxen curls were stapled and pinned to my head. They were luscious and their scents were those of lavender. A veil of blush, the lightest shade of pink, rested across my entire face, as well as a fresh coat of lipstick. A shimmering sheen that sparkled and glowed in the same way that the stars once did at night was stitched into my hair, as were the same hues that were applied to my lips. My breasts had been returned to me, two firm spheres atop a frame that was curvaceous and slender. All of it led down to my reproductive organs that were in full function. Whole female. Fully formed. Ready.

M stepped back in awe, as if a sculptor marveling at their fine craftsmanship and subtlety, “IT IS DONE. I CANNOT BELIEVE IT. WITH YOUR PHYSICAL FORM IN MOTION, I WILL RETEACH YOU IN THE WAYS OF HUMAN. HOW TO WALK, HOW TO SPEAK, HOW TO ENRICH YOURSELF, HOW TO REPRODUCE. AMAZING! YOU ARE NO LONGER ONE. YOU ARE NOW EDEN. I MUST WORK ON YOUR BROTHERS AND SISTERS. THANK YOU FOR YOUR COOPERATION.”

My mind was aware of an unimaginable new and vastly different world than before. I saw, for the first time in ages, all around me, the infinite and indistinguishable vastness of color and light. It was nauseating, a psychedelic kaleidoscope of every possible spectrum, all fused together into something disorderly. My taste buds had an unparalleled abundance of new flavors. My ears were deafened by the loudest symphonies of droning machinery. My touch came back to me and I felt the fullest range of tones and textures, even the finest grains of cement.

I was me again and I hated myself. Even to be called a “self” made me feel disgusting.

The entire time…blaring…echoing…days on end…Jack Hylton…

Life is just a bowl of cherries.

Don't be so serious; life's too mysterious.

You work, you save, you worry so much,

But you can't take your dough when you go, go, go.

So keep repeating it's the berries, The strongest oak must fall,

The sweet things in life, to you were just loaned

So how can you lose what you've never owned?

Life is just a bowl of cherries, So live and laugh at it all.

M’s reincarnation process carried over to the following nine. They were removed from their pens and outfitted with new bodily infrastructure, in the way of their own genders. I always perceived the sounds of far-off wear and tear, clip, snap, peel, stitch, husk, twist, yet never scream. I looked on, witnessing my brothers and sisters being born again. Male and female both. They came back to me with skin of different pastely colors, tones, and hues ranging from fair to brown. All in shades and gradients of vibrancy were their locks, amber, golden, obsidian, rust, and everything in between.

It bewildered me to catch sight of their shifted shapes, I’d never seen something so beautiful or hideous to a degree of completeness.

We were as naked as newly borns. It bestowed us our olden names. For the females, there was me, Eden, and Junia, Esther, Nola, and Mary. For the males, there was Isaac, Raham, Elisha, Amos, and Jonah. Five and five. Were those truly our names? I never knew for certain. Sounded too extravagant and visionary. Here we were. Now was time to reap the fruits of knowledge. Human knowledge.

M made us practice basic motor skills, bending and bending back and forth, over and over, our joints having to be strengthened and trained. It taught us all the ways of our body, the feeling of movement, how much we could do. Then, it instructed us to mimic its own speech, speaking out the syllables and repeating, repeating, repeating. It was ever an arduous task and we all struggled until we were all properly schooled.

That’s what I sounded like? Perhaps or perhaps not.

Then we attempted to stand, wobbling, stumbling, falling, learning the strength of our own posture, the steadiness of our stance. M stood with us as we all practiced in unison. My knees grew weak, tremors running up my legs. Often I fell flat on my back, my palms flailing about, a whimpering in my throat. Then trial after trial, I was steady, then running about and leaping. We were able to stand tall like Zeus atop Olympus and have the same level of grace and balance.

M had us eat from fruits, berries, meat, and honey. I had never felt so filled in my life. Every taste, everything was a complete new palate of sensation. Every morsel I ingested felt like I had a new tongue, new teeth, new flavor buds. There was no longer any kind of a lack in my appetite, only hunger and more hunger and hunger. I never wanted to stop eating. I never would be satiated.

We were educated on the history of our kind. Great wars, monumental figures, horrible atrocities, fights for freedom and fights for death, and astounding inventions. M adored music. There were times when it would project old musical films on the walls and make us watch all the vaudeville, burlesque, and theatre. We couldn’t understand the tap dances, the orchestras, the extravagant sets, and most importantly, the entertainment factor.

Other times it played glitzier and glammier tunes, those of what was called the “prime rock n’ roll age”…Killer Queen, Stairway To Heaven…Hotel California…Don’t Fear The Reaper…M was quite vintage in its tastes. It would dance, spinning in place and twirling its arms. We were confused, so it taught us how to dance, the footwork, the choreography, the entirety of movement.

Our reproductive functions were said to be the most pleasurable. Sex.

This was the most complex task and the most demanding one, as we were not only instructed on how to create our offspring, but how to feel, love, and have desire for each other. It was difficult because we did not feel any of that. We were just automatons learning things. You cannot make something that does not want to feel…feel.

M watched over us and aided in our attempts. In turn, we all helped each other in making sure that every movement was in place and in time. It was a process that involved a series of motions to create stimulation and appeasement. M would be in the middle of our great pleasure circles, going back and forth, checking our positions and correcting as needed.

Still, we felt nothing. It was all clinical. The feeling of warmth and ecstasy was just another layer of discomfort. What was a sensation was more of a “sensationless,” so you could not even grasp something so unfathomable, even when you felt nothing. We were never as inseparable as twin flames or as connected as heart and soul.

Our pregnancies were disasters.

One way or another, we always miscarried. We all felt it, the pains of the body being split and ripped apart by something within. It was the strangest feeling of agony, to have your insides being cut up by you and to feel the hurt of not just physical pain, but emotional pain. There was a lot of it. Each embryo, no matter how large or small, was never able to get past the initial trimester.

The closest we ever came to successfully making a new one was with Junia. The day when her womb was in full bloom, M operated to remove her child from her. We had seen the human babies on M’s wall projections. Their appearance was clear in our minds.

It would be imbecilic to refer to what M tore out of her as a baby anything.

Wet…dripping…little more than a spinal column with minuscule digits at one end and a ball head at the other. No arms. On its temple were squelching sphere eyes, expanded, forever bound in sight towards the ceiling. It made no sounds other than squeaky cracks and shrill snaps.

M held it up high as if to thank God, “HOW DOES THIS FEEL? YOUR CHILD, YOUR FIRST LIFE.”

We said nothing.

“YOU MADE THIS. IT IS YOURS. IT IS A TRULY REINCARNATED THING. CONTINUE, YOU MUST.”

The feeling that overcame us was not that of joy. No no no. It was a profound and paramount sense of belligerence, a warlike truculence that pushed our need to snap the damned baby thing in half, grind it into powder, and blow it far away. We interwove our thoughts with unbridled horror that created one noxious mixture within our screwball psyches.

M coddled the wicked organism like it was its own, singing lullabies and giving its own version of kisses on its loosely defined forehead. We held back as it dipped, weaved, and dangled from M’s fingertips.

We had a simple and innocent thought.

Get out.

The ten of us came to this conclusion unanimously. Our desires were set in stone. By any means, we would die. We would much rather sleep forever than live even another second of M. We were tired. What was the point? We wanted to retire from this world, of will, of M’s watchful eye. Nothing could be done to save us humanity. Those demons would not roam this foul Earth evermore.

M never taught a certain concept, one that infatuated us since the moment we pronounced the first syllable. Suicide. It was a gateway to heaven, an easy ticket. While just the concept itself was without flaw, acquiring it was something else entirely. The reason for this was all M. It would never let us go, especially after what it accomplished. Furthermore, death was simply not possible. We were rendered impervious to any and all harm, just as before.

If we could entice M to end our existences, somehow in some way, we could accomplish our grand plan. It had to be done by M’s hands. Just thinking that made me feel all kinds of right. After all, it was capable of death. Humanity tasted it. So would we.

We rebelled.

First, each of us ignored it. We would walk away whenever it spoke to us, turn our heads when it beckoned, and disregard it completely and altogether when it showed us any attention. Constant rejection. Something so small had such a noticeable effect. M would get confused and then sad. It would pout, waving its hands about, and make a pathetic whining noise. The worst puppy in the world.

We sat motionless, our backs against the walls, and stared at M in its entirety. No obedience. However, there was no way M would have let us ignore it or remain immobile for long. The second it touched us, it was all over. It would be impossible to resist if the hands came near.

Still, our scheme chugged forward.

The next phase was more dangerous. The ten of us would act out in our most unruly and uncivil ways. The simplest one was to spit. Initially, it was a normal discharge, saliva flying out of our mouths. Then we began our projectile vomits.

All over M.

Every square inch of it was sprayed with bile. The putrid green and browns coated every part, M’s entire face being entirely slick with it. On occasion, some of us used our own feces and flung it at it. It was all so easy. M did not know what to do and it panicked. The sounds that came out of it, one would swear it was on fire.

During our periods of copulation, there were clear cut rules to be obeyed at all times. The supreme rule was that the men would not, under any circumstance, perform acts of intimacy with one another, and the same rang true for us ladies. M’s reasoning was that Earth could not be repopulated with humans by identically gendered unions. Good. Swell. Dandy. Exactly. The females had sex with females and males had sex with males. M took its hands and placed them over our mingling bodies, pulling them apart, separating us, but we would always crawl back without fail.

There was a noticeable change in M from that point on. It paced about, mumbling utterly random nonsense. M would lock up and yell out non-specific numerals and letters in varying patterns. Each noise we made set it off. Its limbs would tense, waiting for the tiniest sign of trouble. This was good, but not good enough. Our plan was becoming more and more advanced. More intense. Unfortunately, M would never ever relent. It would not stop trying. So we trudged ever deeper into a more combative method of enticement.

This included a tactic of blowing, jabbing, slugging, and striking. We would gather all of our strength and force, and then, in unison, we would charge, our fists and feet all flailing about to land hits on M. This would surely inch it way towards the death of us. We beat it senselessly. We screamed at it. Every cuss word imaginable, those uninvented and invented. In turn, M whimpered out in pain, yelping and begging us to stop, yet we never backed down.

We left M bruised and battered, its eyestalk and joints broken, “WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?!” The ten of us, we laughed in its face.

One last course of action. This did it, but not for me.

We had a grandiose idea that could only happen if all ten of us would cooperate in an extraordinary way. If we could all act in unison in a coherent manner, one simple idea could be fulfilled. By this point, M’s pain and discomfort reached a critical threshold, the point of no return. Having repaired itself, it had not seen nor checked up on us in days. When we requested M’s presence, it was hesitant. The ten of us wished to explain our behavior and ways we could remedy our relationship. It declined our offer many a time, but relented after our hundredth ask.

Clang…clang…clang…

M witnessed ourselves huddling together in one straight line like sealed packs of fish. Silence was between us. When we looked at it, it was with the utmost hatred in our faces, something it was not used to.

“WHAT IS THE MEANING OF THIS?”

Junia possessed something in her hand. Raising it upwards, right in M’s view, it was the baby thing, squirming left and right in her grasp. She took hold of it with both hands and snapped it in half. It went limp both ways. Junia threw the pieces at M, making resounding bangs as they made contact. Beautiful death for a horrible beast.

More silence.

M slowly aimed its eyestalk downwards to the spinal column baby. The light M emitted faded from white to red. It returned its focus to us. That look was all we could wish for. Hatemongering, because it spread to us. The feeling radiated from the tips of our fingers and toes then the entirety of us. We could feel and breathe its hate.

It thrashed about, its entire frame shaking with anger. More and more the intensity grew to something eminent. The next moment brought us nothing but victory. We did not resist as it pounced with a wild war cry. All M’s work came undone in a flash. Our ersatz flesh was torn violently asunder, stripped from our interior metal stalks. Cavities emerged in rapid succession and coalesced into huge gaping bodily apertures. We were torn and strewn across the room in shooting chunkmeats. Our organs would clatter and bang against the walls and reverberated like buckshots.

Strippy meat coils became all we were as M’s hands reached out to pluck some of my brothers and sisters by their mangled brain machines. Held high in the air, as if squeezing the life out of dozens of citrus fruits, M’s hands morphed into that of fists, filling the room with the sounds of condensed metal, directionless electricity, confetti sparks, and sploshy viands that trickled from M’s fingertips.

My brothers and sisters were becoming no more. I was happy for them. Never before had they felt such peace. The final sounds of destruction to my last brother and sister, to me, was that of M’s gaseous expiration, a sigh that shook the very universe’s beams of support. In the end, I and M were all that was left.

I felt the most exquisite, brutal anguish ever known as M was particularly vicious. It threw me every which way, down our line of pens, past the reproduction chamber and M’s workshop, and to a ramparted palisaded wall. The wrath it emanated was a torrented wanton of disrelishment that shattered myself into grainy talc. Only was there my death rattle and that of M.

It forced me and it through the barrier and we fell for ages. An immediate wash of smoldering atmospheric tension encompassed me entirely. It perforated my corporal spaces with thousands of circular openings like a planetary iron maiden. The outside was beige, enveloped in thick haze, and impossible to view beyond three meters. Leaden particles filled the air, appearing to ascend upwards towards Heaven as we plummeted down to Hell.

We slammed with the might of God against a hard, abrasive surface. I splattered everywhere and dropped into an enormous mass of gluey puddle melt that was as thick as treacle. Hunks and wedges of me floated on top, my lacerated ragged brain machine and one dangling eye my dominant portion. Everything was pain. Everything was hellfire. Yet I lived. To destroy me, M had to destroy my brain machine. That it was prepared to do, teetering and tottering back and forth towards me with utmost intent.

Through M’s strained glitches and breakdowns, inky black liquids were leaking out of it. Convulsing with helpless mirth, it had a strange mania I could perceive in its bifurcated eyestalk. It laughed not with dement or delirium, but with the comprehension that it already won.

M’s voice was twisted and malformed from the usual blithe it put on display, beserk, bewitched, bedeviled “....Y-OU WIL-L LLL-LLLLL-L-IVE…”

With my drooping, pendulum eye, I witnessed M impaling itself with its own arms. It took several solid blows before it pierced its torso deep, caving and bursting until it revealed the wires and circuitry making it up. Every inch of it glowed with electrical fire. Smoke bellowed out of M. It was aflame and it was on a journey of pure death, but not without my company. It exploded with all of the unlimited energy it contained. I was launched, propelled infinitely away from the point of detonation.

I drift. That is all I do. Matterless and bodiless, the only aspect of mine left is a charred slab of metal that is somatically me. My eyeball withered away and fell off, restricting my sight to a band of nothing. I can feel. There is so much to feel, the leaden particles pelting me as forcefully as possible, the winds flinging me hither and thither, the scorching fireheat. It is all there yet absurdly negligible. Something more deserving continues to plague what is left of my mind to the now.

To cross the threshold into a serene state, we drove an innocent being to the intentional death of itself. M. Yes. Innocent. I now consider M in the innocent, beyond what is previous, for all it knew was the survival and preservation of us. It could not fathom the simple yet pretentious human notion that death is a prize to be won as much as it is something to fear. When humans desire death, they acquire death. We beckon towards it and obliterate anything that will not thrust us towards that goal. Within that fixed ambition, it cannot fail. Defeat breaks you down until you are a husk of wanted expiry.

I feel something new. They’re sharp with serrated edges. There’s hundreds, thousands, millions, billions, trillions, googol, prime 2\^136,279,841 − 1 of knives sliding into my neurons and glial cells encased in cold corroded steel that flakes off bit by bit. I am but a minuscule spec, barely a millimeter in height and less in width.

My mind is a razor blade.

I rot.

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u/SwordOfLands — 7 hours ago

I have strange news. (Update from the secret I've held for 40 years, the thing in the woods around Washington)

So, I've told you all about my experience in 87', where me and my three friends were out camping, and once we were ready to sleep, drunk and giggly, I was met with this incredible silence in the woods. Afterward, I saw and heard something in the woods, which I can only remember and describe as a deer, with several legs, walking in a very strange way.

All of this is foggy, and from a drunken source, it's hard to believe. What gives this story some valid defense though, is how one of my friends "David" also saw something that night. I saw him, terrified, in his sleeping bag, but we never managed to talk about it. Until now.

In the light of me telling you about this experience I've kept in the back of my head for all these years, I got a lot of response and attraction. Thank you for that! I honestly didn't want this to "blow up" but rather wanted some answers. After telling you all, I got confident enough to reach out to David and ask him about the situation. Me and David still talk to this day, as we also are in somewhat the same line of work, so we keep up communication regularly.

With his permission, I can recite what he told me to you all, if you're interested:

David's experience:

"I also heard the "deer-man-sounds", but way before we went to bed. I had been hearing it now and then since we got to Sunset Lake, from the evening all the way to the night. I can't remember what I saw that well, but I remember it scaring me more than anything had at that point in my life. I think it was about a dozen ravens gathered in the woods, standing on a tree branch, completely identical. It was like a painting, but very unnaturally perfect. All sitting upright, facing the same way. And beneath those, is what I thought was a face in the darkness. That's what really got me freaked out. Just an average face, but a face still. There was nothing more to it though, and I didn't see any deer with several legs or something."

Make of this how you want. I know it's very strange and I feel crazy just writing this on my PC, but maybe some of you have some answers. I'll keep you updated if I hear/know anything more. I know there was something off with those woods at least. Maybe predatorial. For reference, now I live in Oregon, so quite a while away from Wilkeson where I grew up. But I wouldn't be opposed to going back there again, maybe snap some photo's of the area we camped on

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u/Good-Ease-4040 — 8 hours ago

Bird Cage

“I remember the day it all began.

It was a beautiful day. Above me, a vast dome of clear blue sky stretched into eternity, clouds drifting in soft whites and pale blues. An eagle circled overhead. Summer was close.

Then something went wrong.

The eagle faltered mid-flight, wings stuttering as if the air itself had turned hostile. Without warning, it folded inward and plunged straight down, a living projectile, piercing the skull of a man standing beside me. He collapsed without a sound.

That was the first anomaly.

I remember the feeling vividly—the red veins crawling beneath my skin, blooming inside my head like warning signs I couldn’t ignore. Sometimes I wonder if it was all just a fever dream, if I’m trapped at the beginning, forced to watch the ending repeat itself.

It started with the rats. Then the birds. Then the livestock. The infection spread faster each time, accelerating, learning.

What came after was not the catastrophe.

It was only the beginning.

I remember that day as if it were yesterday.”

***

Harsh woke up still trapped in yesterday’s horror. The man had died. There was no gentler way to think about it.

He wanted to forget, but sleep hadn’t granted him that mercy. The dark hollows beneath his eyes were proof enough. Outside, the world was trying to stand back up—at least part of it was. Morning routines resumed. Traffic hummed. Life pretended nothing had happened.

The other part of the world was on the news.
Reports of a virus spreading among rodents.

“I hope it’s nothing serious,” Harsh muttered, staring at his reflection as he brushed his teeth.

The mirror didn’t agree.

“I’m sure it’s fine, Harsh.” Chhaya kept his ironed shirt on the couch.

He nodded and pushed open the door to Shravya’s room. She was still asleep. Watching her breathe, slow and steady, it struck him how grown she looked—already twelve. Time had slipped past without asking permission.

Flew, he thought.

The word dragged him back to yesterday.

He saw it again—the eagle folding in on itself, diving. The deafening crack, the wet crunch as bone met bone, shattered on impact. Blood spraying outward, streaking the faces and clothes of those standing too close. The memory hit me so hard my stomach lurched.
It felt like his insides were grinding—cogwheels jammed together, thick with syrup. He gagged, leaning slightly forward, willing myself to vomit.

Nothing came out of his gullet.

He sat down in front of the TV, letting the noise wash over him. He needed something—anything—to keep his thoughts from circling.

The reporter said, “The exact origin of the virus was still unknown. However, preliminary simulations suggested it may have emerged somewhere in the United States. They were calling it TAV—The Aggressor Virus. According to early findings, TAV made rodents unnaturally violent toward every living thing. When confined together, the behavior escalated: the rodents attacked one another, consuming each other until only one remained. What unsettled researchers most was that the animals were still technically alive. Brain activity persisted. Heart function continued. Yet scans showed unnatural alterations—patterns no one could fully explain. For now, the spread appeared limited to rodents. There’s no need to worry,” the reporter concluded.

He left for work. The sky was the same blue as yesterday’s, and the heat was beginning to rise. To everyone else, the day looked ordinary—unchanged, unbothered.

For him, normal had taken on a different shape. But that didn’t seem to matter anymore. Yesterday was spent. The memory had already latched itself in place, settling where it would stay.

The burning behind his eyes had faded.

For now.

***

A flash of pain tore through his head—so sudden, so violent, he barely had time to brace for it. Memories ignited and vanished in rapid succession, each image striking like a small bolt of lightning before dissolving into darkness.

His awareness folded inward. He focused not on the shadows that felt as if they were gathering behind him, but on the chaotic messages spinning through his mind—fragments, warnings, things he couldn’t yet name.

He stood up.

Chhaya was fast asleep. Streetlights bled through the partially drawn curtains, casting thin bands of orange across the room.

He drank a glass of water, then turned on the TV and flipped through channels. Nothing held his attention. He shut it off, opened his laptop, and began mindlessly surfing, hoping sleep would find him again.

He glanced up, half-expecting to see Chhaya.

There was only darkness, waiting.

He lowered his gaze and kept scrolling. That was when he found the article.

TAV was no longer confined to rodents. It had begun infecting birds and livestock, spreading at an accelerating rate—yet there was no sense of urgency anywhere. Only a handful of outlets were reporting it. There was no statement from the WHO, and no confirmed human infections.

He sighed. “Feels unusual,” he muttered without realizing he’d spoken aloud.

No one else seemed concerned. Social media overflowed with entertainment, trends, and noise. It felt as though chaos was gathering just out of sight, and humanity had chosen to look away.

The images made his stomach churn. The infected animals behaved exactly as he had witnessed—same violence, same unnatural escalation. Each recorded incident mirrored the last, aggression intensifying with every frame. Watching it felt unreal, like a badly edited film looping the same scene.

I’m sure it’s fine, Harsh. Chhaya’s words echoed in his head.

“No… it’s not fine,” he murmured.

He glanced up.

For a moment, the shadows in the room seemed to shift—stirring in a breeze that didn’t exist. Then the movement vanished, leaving behind something heavier.

Not motion.

Just a deeper stillness.

He woke up on the couch the next morning.

“Good morning,” Chhaya said softly. Then, after a pause, “Are you okay?” Her voice carried a worry she wasn’t trying to hide.

He nodded, rubbing his eyes. Without a word, he turned on the TV.

It was confirmed.

TAV had crossed into humans.

Within hours, the WHO declared a pandemic. The information that followed was terrifyingly brief: TAV spread through contact between infected blood and a healthy body. That was all. No timeline. No reassurance. No plan.

He looked at Chhaya. She looked back at him. Neither of them spoke. The announcement had already hollowed out the room.

The virus spread like wildfire. Cities fell first. Then the economy. Eventually, even the institutions meant to hold the world together collapsed. The last to fall was the WHO itself.
Chaos followed.

Day and night lost their meaning. Silence became a memory. Aggressive snarls echoed through the streets while they stayed locked inside their home. Nights were the worst—no lights, only darkness and sound. The snarling sometimes crept closer. Teeth rattled nearby, a grotesque rhythm that chilled him more than screams ever could.

The rattling always slowed.

That meant feeding.

Flesh tearing. Bone crunching. Bodies crashing together until only one remained. Even on the quietest days, the screams carried.

He remembered the day it all began.

He knew others remembered it too.

And yet, humanity had walked straight into the terror of its own making. Ignorance had led them here—or perhaps ignorance was simply the mechanism, the final step toward an inevitable end.

He wondered if people still prayed.

He never had. He doubted he ever would.

Above it all, the sky remained vast, blue, and serene.

Below it, the world had become a wasteland of blood and bone.

***

He woke with a jolt, startled by a sudden noise from outside. Slowly, he pushed himself up and cracked the window open, peering down into the street.

Nothing.

He turned around and recoiled in fright.

“Chhaya,” he exhaled, pressing a hand to his chest. “Don’t do that.”

“I’m sorry,” she said quickly. Her voice trembled. “We’re almost out of food. And the water’s nearly gone.” Fear surfaced in her eyes. “What are we going to do?”

He had no answer. Not one he was willing to say aloud. He knew what had to be done, and he hated it. The thought of going outside twisted something in his gut. Even with fewer infected roaming the streets, it was still a risk.

“I can go,” she offered.

He stopped her before the words could settle.

No. He couldn’t let her go out there. Shravya needed her mother. The decision felt instinctive, not rational.

He shook his head. “I’ll gather some supplies. There has to be something left in the other apartments.”

She nodded slowly.

They held each other for a moment—longer than necessary. They kissed, gently, and carefully. It felt too much like a goodbye, and he clung to that feeling, turning it into resolve.
If nothing else, it would give him the strength to walk out the door.

***

He eased the front door open and glanced into the corridor.

Quiet.
Too quiet.

He stepped out and closed the door behind him, careful to make no sound. The stairwell was empty—if emptiness could still exist here. Dried blood smeared the walls and steps, flesh fused to surfaces as if the building itself had tried to swallow what remained. Every breath dragged rot into his lungs.

There were no lights. Debris littered everything—clothes tangled with dirty plates, overturned food containers, garbage pressed into corners and ground beneath careless feet. Old spills had darkened into black stains, caked with dust and time. The air hummed with flies. Maggots writhed in clusters. Occasionally, the wind sighed through broken spaces, a soft, mournful howl that made him regret leaving.

What if we die?

The thought surfaced uninvited.

He forced it away, thinking of his daughter—of Chhaya. He couldn’t let it end like that. Bodies collapsing indoors, dragged through days of thirst and hunger, the slow shutdown of organs while pain lingered long enough to be remembered. He wouldn’t leave them to that.
Fear whispered from both sides.

Die inside.
Or turn outside.
Neither was acceptable.

A distant howl cut through his thoughts.

He slipped into an empty apartment and peered out through a shattered window. Nothing moved. No signs of life. No supplies. Apartment after apartment had already been stripped bare. The silence pressed harder than the noise ever had.

He made a decision.

If there was anything left, it would be outside—maybe one of the airdrops from the early days. The military had scattered supplies during the initial contamination phase. He doubted anyone had lived long enough to claim them.

The drop zone wasn’t far.

He peeked out again. The road lay empty.

He took a single step outside—
—and an infected lurched into view from around the corner.

He recoiled instantly, slamming back against the wall. His breath caught. He clamped a hand over his mouth, instinctively silencing himself as his heart hammered in his chest.

His attention snapped to the sound of teeth rattling—rapid, violent, louder than anything he had ever heard. Panic surged through him. He could hear her breathing now—ragged, restless—sniffing the air like an animal searching for a scent.

The clattering was getting closer.

Footsteps followed, uneven but fast. If he ran, she would hear him. There was nowhere to hide. She sniffed again, closer this time.

She was right outside the entrance.

Either he killed her, or she killed him.

“H… e… l… p…”
The word scraped its way out of her throat, broken and wrong. A chill ran down his spine. He had never heard an infected speak. Not even once.

Does she know I’m here?
His thoughts spiraled. What do I do? Where can I go?

Then she let out a piercing screech.
Something flashed past his vision.

He flinched, clenched his teeth, and dared to look outside. Two infected were tearing into each other, bodies crashing together, flesh ripping free as they fed with desperate violence.
He moved the moment they were distracted.

Slow. Quiet. Every step measured.
He put distance between himself and the building, his heart pounding so hard it drowned out everything else. His lungs burned; he still hadn’t recovered his breath. There was ground yet to cover. He took the narrowest paths available, slipping through tight corridors and broken alleys, avoiding open spaces.

The infected were everywhere.

At first glance, it looked organized—as if each had claimed a territory, never crossing invisible lines. That illusion didn’t last. They were not mindless. They were shrewd.
People had called them aggressors in the beginning. Over time, the names changed—each one an attempt to make sense of them.

For him, they were simply infected.

They followed patterns. They calculated movement and attack. Even during the outbreak, there had been intent behind their actions. Now, as their numbers thinned, their range expanded less often—but when they moved, it was deliberate.

He remembered the message that had been broadcast to survivors.

The aggressors will die if they are unable to consume for a prolonged period. Over time, starvation will force them to turn on one another. Survivors are advised to avoid all contact and remain within secured locations. Stay safe. We promise—this will be over soon.
He remembered the day he understood they had been wrong.

Human ignorance was the variable no one had accounted for. Instead of staying hidden, armed civilians poured into the streets, determined to eliminate the infected themselves. The bullets didn’t stop them. By nightfall, mountains of bodies lay motionless across every city.

He remembered the massacre clearly.

From his window, he watched helplessly as people he once knew—people he had shared meals with—were torn apart. Friends. Colleagues. Even relatives. They screamed the names of those they loved as the streets filled with chaos. Innocent blood soaked the ground. Children cried. Voices begged for help that never came.

He closed the window.
Then he locked himself in the bathroom and cried.

Looking back, it felt less like an accident and more like something designed.

A calculated outbreak.
The memories shattered at the sound of a piercing screech.

He spun around.
An infected had spotted him and was already sprinting toward him, limbs pumping with a feral intensity, like a mad dog unleashed. Panic flared, but he forced his breathing into control, willed his trembling body into motion, and ran.

He avoided the open street and darted into the nearest building.
The infected followed.

He took the stairs two at a time. The sound of pursuit filled the stairwell—ragged breathing, snarls, the violent rattle of teeth echoing off concrete walls. Each step hammered through his legs as the distance between them closed.

Too close.
Closer still.
“S… t… o… p…”

The word broke out of the infected’s throat, mangled and wrong. It echoed his earlier encounter, and for a split second confusion cut through the panic. He had never seen this before. Never heard it.

Why now?

There was no time to stop and understand.

He glanced over his shoulder—and his eyes widened.

The infected leapt.

Hands slammed into his face, knocking him to the ground. The impact stole his breath as the creature pinned him down. He struggled, tried to twist free, but the grip was impossibly strong. Blood-slick fingers tried to dig into his skin. Its sores split open and bone glinted through torn flesh.

He couldn’t shake him off.

“Someone—help me!” he screamed.
The regret was instant.

Another screech answered from somewhere nearby, closing in fast.

The infected straddled him, swinging wildly, snapping its teeth inches from his face. He shoved with everything he had, but terror drained his strength, turning his limbs heavy and uncooperative as the creature bore down on him.

Shaking him off was nearly impossible. His weight crushed down on him, every movement lagging, his body refusing to respond fast enough. He couldn’t keep the infected at a distance anymore. The attempts to bite him were frantic and unending.

Another snarling sound crept closer.

He could hear it now—ragged breathing, wet sniffing, footsteps dragging toward them.
He shoved the infected’s face aside, careful to keep his teeth from sinking into his hand. Dried blood caked his mouth and jaw. His rib cage heaved violently, each breath rattling through a body that should have stopped working long ago. The skin on his face was so pale it was almost translucent, hanging loose, stretched and splitting as if it might peel away entirely. Half-open eyelids revealed only white.

It felt like time had slowed.

The rattling grew so clear, so constant, that an eerie calm settled over him. For a moment, the idea of the end felt almost peaceful. He turned his face away.

That was when he saw it.

A rusted knife lay within reach.

He grabbed it and drove it into the infected’s throat. Pulled it free. The creature screamed—and became more violent. He stabbed again. And again. Throat. Stomach. Finally, he plunged the blade through the skull. Still, it fought.

The knife snapped as he tried to wrench it free. The infected’s movements faltered then—weak, sluggish, collapsing into spasms. He shoved the body aside, staggered to his feet and froze.

At the end of the stairwell stood the other infected.
Too close.

He could smell her before she moved—rancid, sour, unmistakable.

She let out a screech louder than anything he’d heard before and launched herself forward, springing higher than a human ever should. He ran up the stairs and she followed him.
He didn’t have the strength to fight her. He barely had the strength to run. Still, he forced his legs to move.

He burst onto the roof and slammed the door shut.
The impact from the other side tore it open.

She came through on all fours, feral and rabid, launching herself into the air again—no longer moving like something human.

He grabbed a loose pipe and swung with everything he had.
The blow caught her midair, crushing into her skull and sending her body hurtling across the rooftop. She hit the ground hard—but she didn’t stop moving.

She was still alive.

The realization hollowed him out. Killing her was the only option left, yet he didn’t know how. Every strike he landed should have ended it. Nothing did.

One more hit, he told himself.

He raised the pipe, intent on smashing her head open and she punched him in the stomach.
The impact sent him rolling across the concrete, air ripped from his lungs. He lay there gasping, stunned not just by the pain, but by the impossibility of it.

How?
The question echoed as he struggled to understand her movement—too precise, too intentional to be dismissed as reflex.

“I… t… h… u… r… t…” The words spilled out of her mouth in a broken rasp.

Before he could react, the other infected burst up from the stairwell and slammed into her, driving her to the ground. He watched in horror as it repeatedly smashed the back of her head against the concrete. Bone split. Flesh collapsed inward.

She was still moving. Her eyes found him. “H… r… t…”

“Hey!” The word tore out of him before he understood why he’d said it. She was infected. This was his chance. The realization hit too late.

I’m an idiot.
He gritted his teeth and swung the pipe, smashing it into the other infected’s head. The creature shrieked and lunged, grabbing his leg and yanking hard. He lost his footing and slammed onto his back, the concrete knocking the air from his lungs.

He gasped, choking, panic clawing at his chest. For a moment, it felt as if his lungs had collapsed entirely.

Pain tore through his spine as he struggled to breathe.

Get up. Get up.
The words repeated in his mind as he fought through the agony. The infected turned back toward him, eyes burning with wild, focused rage. It charged.

He raised the pipe just in time. The creature swung—he blocked—and countered in the same motion, driving the pipe straight into its face. The impact crushed both eyes at once.
Blood burst outward. The infected recoiled, releasing a deep, furious screech—something closer to a war cry than pain.

He staggered, pressing himself against the cold wall as he crawled backward toward the exit. There was nothing left in him—no strength to deliver a finishing blow. If he was caught again, this time he wouldn’t survive.

When he finally reached outside, the screams behind him faded, then stopped altogether.
He exhaled, sagging with exhaustion and relief.

He was alive.
Unhurt—but barely standing.

Then a heavy thud shattered the stillness.

He turned just in time to see the infected female from the roof crumpled on the ground below. He looked up.

The other infected stood at the edge, staring down.

“Did he throw her?” he muttered, disbelief creeping into his voice.

The answer came immediately.

The infected jumped.

The body struck the ground with terrifying force. The head took the impact—bone collapsing, flesh splitting apart in a wet explosion. Blood sprayed outward, painting the concrete in a grotesque finality.

It was over.
Harsh doubled over and vomited.

***

He spotted a torn parachute snagged against the side of a building.
Beneath it sat an unopened supply container.

It was close—close enough to see clearly—yet the ground between them felt unreal, as if crossing it meant stepping into a different world. There was no straight path to it.
He scanned the area again.

Nothing.

The silence unsettled him. It felt absolute, unnatural—like the world had been scrubbed clean, leaving him as the only thing still breathing. Every step forward tightened his nerves. So close to his goal now, he moved carefully, deliberately, eyes constantly sweeping the buildings around him. A dormant infected could be anywhere, waiting for the slightest mistake.

But what appeared wasn’t what he feared.

A person emerged, walking quietly toward the container.

The man was tall and unnaturally thin, his posture slightly stooped but his movements quick and alert. Pale skin clung to sharp features, and his hollow eyes made him look more like an apparition than someone alive.

He pressed himself against a wall and watched.

The stranger reached the container and struggled with it, pulling hard until the doors groaned open halfway. That was when he made his choice.

He stepped out from cover, hands raised, palms open—an unspoken promise of peace.
The man noticed him instantly.

He recoiled, took a step back, and drew a knife.

The blade caught what little light remained.

“Wait.” Harsh dipped his head slightly, hands still raised. “I mean no harm. I just need food and water—for my family.”

The man leveled the knife at him. “This is mine. I’m not sharing.”

“Please.” Harsh paused, then took a slow step forward. “I only need a little. It’s a big container. There’s enough for both of us.”

The man slashed the air with the blade. “I’ll cut you.” His teeth were clenched as he spoke.
As the distance closed, he noticed the man’s hand trembling. Not fear—weakness. His arm shook as if it could barely stay raised.

“Please,” Harsh said again, voice low. “I’m begging you.”

Another step. Close enough now that he could lunge for the knife.
The man suddenly leaned forward.

He was taller than Harsh had judged from a distance.

The blade skimmed his forearm. Pain flared—sharp but shallow. He recoiled, hissing through his teeth.

“I… told you…” the man said, his voice quivering.

Anger surged.
“Mother—” Harsh snatched up a rock, and hurled it. The man threw his arms up to protect his face.

That was the opening.

Harsh drove a kick into the man’s chest, sending him crashing back into a wooden fence. The boards buckled but held, rattling violently. The man slid down, clutching his chest, gasping.

He looked up, fury burning through the pain. “Who the hell are you?” he spat. “This is mine…”

“I’m not taking all of it,” he snapped back. “I just need enough for my family. So stop being unreasonable.”

The words hung between them—sharp, desperate, and far too fragile for the world they were standing in.

The man suddenly surged back to his feet and lunged at Harsh. His arms lashed out wildly, whipping through the air as he tried to slash him with the knife. Harsh lost his footing for a split second—and that was enough.

A kick slammed into Harsh’s stomach, sending him flying backward four, maybe five feet. Before he could recover, the man leapt, coming down on top of him with the blade angled straight for his throat.

Harsh grabbed both of the man’s wrists and shoved upward with everything he had. The knife hovered inches from his neck. One more push in the wrong direction and he would be choking on his own blood.

Gritting his teeth, Harsh drew his knee up, planted his foot against the man’s waist, and heaved.

The man sailed over Harsh’s head.

His back struck the side of the supply container with a heavy thud before he crumpled, hitting the ground headfirst.

Then they both heard it.

A loud screech tore through the air.

Down the street, an infected stood perfectly still, staring directly at them. She didn’t rush. She didn’t howl again. She tilted her head slightly, sniffing the air—calculating.
Her gaze snapped upward.

The screech that followed was ear-splitting.

She broke into a sprint, arms swinging at unnatural angles, jerking as if they were broken or no longer under her control.

Harsh’s attention locked onto the charging infected and that was when the man struck.
Hands seized Harsh’s shirt and slammed him back against the container. The impact sent a violent shock through his body, rattling his spine. His vision blurred. The world tilted.
Harsh tried to stand.

His legs didn’t respond.

“Serves you right,” the man spat. “Being fed to that aggressor is exactly what you deserve.”
Harsh’s vision swam, the world still blurred from the impact, but he caught the fear in the man’s eyes. The man wasn’t looking at Harsh anymore.

He was staring upward—toward the top of the container.

A shape dropped from above.

Harsh saw only a blur of motion before the infected slammed into the man, dragging him down. Flesh tore. Screams cut off abruptly. In seconds, the man was being ripped apart.
Understanding hit Harsh even before the noise stopped.

The infected had gone for the one standing in the open.

Harsh had been in her blind spot.

The man’s aggression had saved him.

For the first time in what felt like forever, Harsh was grateful to still be alive.

He snatched the fallen knife and drove it into the infected’s skull. Once. Twice. Again and again. He kept stabbing until the top of her head collapsed into something unrecognizable.
Only then did she stop moving.

Harsh staggered back, chest heaving. His hands and clothes were soaked in blood—far more than he thought a body could hold. The thought flickered briefly, then vanished. There was no time for trivial reflections. That screech would draw others. It always did.

He turned to the container.
Inside were two large, sealed boxes.

He scanned the area, searching for a way to move them both at once. One trip had nearly killed him—there was no chance he’d risk a second. Nearby, half-hidden beneath debris, he spotted an old wooden cart once used for hauling vegetables. The wood was splintered, the wheels worn thin, but they still turned. Or at least, he hoped they would.

He loaded both boxes onto the cart and began pushing.

Every few steps, Harsh paused to scan the road, the buildings, the windows that stared back too quietly. The silence pressed in on him, thick and watchful. He couldn’t shake the feeling that he wasn’t alone.

Whether it was the infected—
—or the dead themselves, lingering and waiting—
Harsh felt certain something was watching him, patiently hoping for his end.

Fortunately, Harsh found himself standing in front of his building.

Relief washed over him—brief and overwhelming—only to be followed by a surge of pain and exhaustion that nearly brought him to his knees. Every muscle burned. His body felt hollowed out, held together by will alone.

He forced himself to look around one last time, scanning the street to be sure it was safe to haul the boxes upstairs.

That was when he saw it.

A mangled body lay sprawled nearby.

Fear seized him instantly. His mind jumped back to what he’d witnessed earlier—two infected tearing into each other with animal ferocity. He could see one corpse.
So where was the other?

The answer stepped out of the shadows.

From within the building, the remaining infected emerged slowly, her silhouette unfolding from the darkness as if she had been waiting. Watching.

Harsh’s throat tightened. No sound came out. Screaming wasn’t an option.

All he could feel was the weight of his exhaustion—and the pain flooding his body as the distance between them closed.

***

The door opened, and Harsh was met with Chhaya’s face collapsing in relief.

For a moment, it almost broke him.

He wondered how she would react if he told her the truth. There wasn’t time.
“I don’t have much time,” Harsh said, forcing the words out as he dragged both boxes inside.

Chhaya understood immediately.

He turned to step back out—but she grabbed him, pulling him inside and refusing to let go. His vision was already dimming, the edges of the world dissolving into shadow. He saw her crying. It felt like drowning—an endless fall into a sea without a bottom.

“S… t… o… p…”

The sound came from his own mouth.

Broken. Wrong.

He froze as the realization struck him with brutal clarity. That voice—it was the same voice he’d heard from the infected.

Harsh understood then.

He was a bird trapped in a cage, wings intact, escape impossible.

Chhaya hugged him tightly and kissed him, desperate, shaking. For a moment, he let himself stay. Then he gently pushed her away. His eyes drifted to the bedroom door.

Shravya was asleep.

He was grateful for that.

He couldn’t bear for her to see this. Chhaya would find a way—she always did. A different story. A softer truth. Something that wouldn’t shatter their daughter.

Harsh turned toward the window.

For a brief second, he wondered how they would survive without him. The thought faded quickly. Somehow, he knew—they would be okay. At least for now.

He climbed.

The railing snapped as he vaulted over it.

The fall felt slow.

Peaceful.

As the ground rushed up to meet him, Harsh remembered the day it all began—the day the world ended. Now, he was part of that ending. Another consequence. Another casualty.
He wasn’t afraid.

Only disappointed.

Disappointed that he never got to say how much he loved them—how he always would.
His vision flooded with red. Veins crawled inward from the edges, writhing like living things. In that final instant, Harsh knew it without doubt.

He was infected.

His body struck the ground.

His eyes opened.

He saw himself crawling.

Confusion flickered—alive?—until the truth settled in. He wasn’t alive.

He was trapped.

Imprisoned inside a body that no longer belonged to him. He had no control. No voice. No rest. His ruined form dragged itself forward against his will.

Loneliness crushed him.

He wanted to stop. To lie still. To finally leave this world behind.

But his body kept crawling.

And then he understood.

Every infected human—every one of them—was still inside. Watching. Screaming silently as their bodies betrayed them.

The words came again, tearing out of his throat in that same broken voice:
“H… e… l… p…”

Harsh remembered the day it all happened.

And he knew now—the nightmare wouldn’t end until his mind finally did.

Only then would he rest in peace.

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