r/nothingeverhappens

i have a dad who has money but doesn’t care to support me and when he does, it’s not because he really cares but it’s like he just has to do it then complain negatively about it overrrr and overrr and overrr again and again and again

i have a bf, who says he loves me but i got sick with staph because of him and he doesn’t care to help me get better, and mind you his a vet so he has knowledge of stuffs like these as a Dr, he runs his own clinic, has money but am at the bottom of his list

i have a bff, who says his here for me, cares for me, he has his own company, has money but he knows am financially struggling, he knows i have no support from dad and literally today he asked me how’s everything and i told him not good but he didn’t bother to even ask why

the reality of the situation is, no one cares, if you have nothing, not even people who are important to you so if you’re nothing, no money, no identity, no worth, no life and nothing to offer, no one really cares until you do have money, status, good life then all of the sudden they care, they are all happy for you, they are all giggly for you

and that’s why when people who came from the bottom say things like “you didn’t care for me when i had nothing but now you do because i have everything”, i believe them, i also believe people who had everything but then when they lost everything, they also lost everyone as well and no one is there for them anymore and this is why i understand why people fake life, because if people think even a little that you have worth, they care and they are there for you, and most importantly this is why i believe people don’t talk about their problems or struggles because they know no one cares and no one will be there for them so they might as well suck it up and suffer in silence

but it’s okay, i will get my life straight and i will remember all of this and i don’t think i will still have these people in my life