r/kpastro

Please be honest. No sugarcoating please.

Retrograde Planets brings past karmic debt.

I am still confused what karmic debt I need to settle, can someone help me out?. I am stuck in my life.

I am 34, dad passed away on 2016 August due to brain hemorrhage.

Growing up home was toxic due to my mother. After dad passing away, life got extremely hard, it was me, my mother, 2 younger siblings. 1 brother, 1 sister.

Mom was toxic after dad passing away as well and sheltered siblings and made me run household. As of today they are lazy and do not earn.

2021 it got all changed for me, got a decent paying job, amazing work.. Even managed to go ahead with an arranged marriage same year end of 2021.

Which also came with harshest of pain and got divorced in 2022 June somewhere. Again, not cause I was messed up, external hidden events that were not expected led to divorce (she and her family was a cheat and scammers and my mother and sister's toxicity made it no less than a hell for me, I was alone going through this).

This period until 2024 led to iso lation for me living away from everyone, even though career was stable. I got diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and hypertension in 2024 mid.

By 2025 September I quit cause boss got abusive. I spent from April 2021 when I got this job till 2025 September, gave all of dedication and honestly to this job. It went sour at the end.

I have unstable hourly based remote job now, it pays quarter of what I earned previously.

*I have 0 hope or heart left to pursue anything in life anymore, nor marriage, nor worldly success, nor money. I sleep every night wishing I do not wa kup tomorrow.*

People say venus in 6H is brahmacharya. When would it end or is it life long.!??

Kindly provide insights related to marriage and time of marriage and how will be married life