r/depressed

What they say I should want I don’t want

Am I crazy to go against what they say

What they envision as life and health don’t appear so to me

I crave the cave

The space to create

I hate crowds and love birds in the sky

This life doesnt seem to be built for people like me

But I must find a way regardless

How much longer can I question

the little voice within

Sprouting like a seed in my abdomen

Demanding to be seen, acknowledged,

and nourished

How much longer

do I have to buy into

their beliefs and psychosis

Their feverish dreams

Their desperate seeking

Am I crazy to believe

I don’t need to be saved

I’m right where I belong

Take me where I’m meant to go

I'm worried about my future, no job, single, autistic, got chronic fatigue syndrome, adhd, not close to family, not many close friends, I'm asexual and I don't want kids. I can't find an asexual person to be in a relationship. My future prospects are not good. I'm worried I won't be able to find a suitable job and I often think there's no point in me being alive. I wish I wasn't born.

Can feeling dizzy be attributed to my inability to take depression medications for two days? The feeling is so weird it’s not normal dizziness but I feel that my brain disconnect for femto second and then return to normal ,then this repeats itself .

Being very short and ugly as a GenZ is really brutal.

I feel depressed in most times, every I cry, cry because I see guys over 6 feet tall who have strong bodies and good faces and look at myself and say when will you die and leave this fucking world?, when will my soul get out of that useless body

I can't taste life, I feel like an inanimate without feelings, the only two things that make me a little bit happier is praying and watching gore

I am just so depressed at the moment so I am writing this to get it out of my chest cuz nobody understands me and the world is cruel.

my girlfriend broke up with me 1 month ago and I'm not doing ok at all I have done self harm and I am lost in life I cry at night and day I play video games to make me happy I also have ADHD a caffeine addiction and I really don't like life right now so I need to talk to anyone