Never formally practiced magick, but able to communicate with spirits to some extent, should I pursue blackmagick?
Hi everyone, I'm a beginner in witchcraft, slowly working to learn black magick, and wanted to clarify some things.
Since a child, I had this ability where I could feel and often talk to different spirits, sort of in my head. I know this because the "thoughts" in my head were not my own, and there would be full-on conversations.
I had this one specific spirit which stuck around for 3-4 years, and we'd communicate like this all the time, the only conditions with this spirit and most others were that:
- We had to be alone
- I could not directly look in the direction of the spirit in question, only feel them, the way you feel a person standing behind you, you know they are there even if you can't see.
The spirit left after a proper goodbye, the closest I ever got to actually seeing them. It felt like a long dream, even though it lasted 2-5 minutes, and I was fully awake, but when I "woke up", I could see the change in the bedsheet where they had sat, as well as a few other tells.
Since then, I had been able to commune with many passing spirits, all of which, thankfully, were friendly, at worst, sad. My last bonding with a spirit had been a year ago, whom I dubbed "Mother", as they appeared during a very hard yet important time in my life, and kept me awake and comforted with what felt like a touch before vanishing as quietly as they had come.
Most spirits I worked with gave me insight into whatever problems I'd been facing at the time, which manifested as an uncanny ability to know what may happen in the future, like a sixth sense, which has never failed me. Or they give me a "push" in a direction to make a decision that, in the end, helps me.
In recent years, however, my ability to sense spirits has dimmed considerably, and paired with no current ones around me I haven't talked to any, yet it's been almost 6 months, and I feel a strong pull to investigate that's only been growing stronger.
With the help of black magick, would I be able to call the spirits back? And would it strengthen my bond to the unseen without direct slavery involved? If so, how do I start? Are there any precautionary steps I need to take? All input and help are greatly appreciated.
Blessed be!