r/angelnumbers

Well I guess I'm jump right in, I'm dying of multiple organ failure unfortunately and I used to be religious, not anymore, not really spiritual either... but I have been seeing angel numbers and other numbers(increasing or decreasing like 2:34 or 6:54/numbers like 5:05, 4:04, 3:03 or the time right on the hour like 3:00, 4:00, 5:00) on repeat everywhere. Some days I see none, but others I'll see every 1:11, 2:22, 3:33, 4:44, 5:55 and more.

Gosh I sound crazy but like, my pancreas is failing, and taking my kidneys with it, my liver and heart are also failing due to hep, it's a whole shit show. Anyway, my diet is super strict and I'll try a new food here and there, for example, popcorn, i tried the other day to see if I could eat it(after eating I can usually tell if I wanna keep eating that food or not, depending on how i feel, plus I do research on the vitamins & minerals of such foods)

Anyway, I'll sit down to eat after cooking and grab my phone, 4:44 will be the time, so I'm like.. okay, now I'm uneasy, eat the popcorn and ofc I feel like crap after, so I get to thinking, maybe the universe was telling me I was making a wrong choice there. Okay I sound crazy, I know lol but that's not the first time it's happened either. It's happened with other foods and actions. It's like the universe is sending me signs, and I don't know why.

It brings me comfort but also confuses me and keeps me on edge at times. Like I'm suppose to die at this age, 26? Or maybe it's comforting me that there's more after this and it's okay to let go? But if they are signs to help me avoid bad situations(like bad foods that could impact my health) then why is it helping me?

I'm so curious and excited for what's next bc I'm sure there's something now but also I don't want to stop living. Anyway, does anyone agree with my crazy thought that the universe is sending me signs to help me? And if it is, why? Also thank you for reading all that lol

I didn't think I believed in this kind of stuff, and I can't really talk about this anywhere else without sounding crazy, but over the past 2 months or so, I seem to keep happening to look at my phone's clock when it's 11:11 (or sometimes 1:11) AM/PM. I've also looked at the clock when it's 4:44 a couple of times. This was never a noticeable pattern until recently, but now it seems to be happening at least a few times a week every week, sometimes even twice in the same day. It's been such a recurring pattern that at this point part of me no longer believes this is just a coincidence.

A lot's happening in my life right now. This is my last semester of college, after a prolonged, difficult, and halted educational journey. I'm obviously searching for postgrad jobs, and a couple of days ago, soon after I got the notification that I got into this training academy/recruitment fair for new professionals in my field, I saw 11:11 again. I'm not sure where I'm going to be living (I assumed I was going to move to a certain city for work because most opportunities in my field are there, but I might be returning to my home city or, less likely, staying where I'm going to school now). Also, my closest friendship might be turning into more than that (and since we're both graduating and he's returning to our home city this is now a whole thing in my head). I feel like, with all this going on, the recurring angel numbers might actually be a sign of some sort, but I don't know how to interpret it in terms if whether this is supposed to mean I'm on the right path or not. I'm also wondering where the source of the messages might be: there's a lot of coincidences in this setup which connect back to my late mother, aunt, and/or both grandmothers, and some part of me wonders whether they might be trying to communicate with me?