




Can someone please help me to analyze this? Its been ruining my life for 15+ years
Hello, for over 15 years (30 yo M), my life has been hijacked by my heart. It started with that terrifying "thud" in my chest, followed by a racing heart, left arm numbness, coldness, a lot of heart beat skips, chest tension, and the absolute certainty that I was having a heart attack. I captured these ECG strips and RR interval plot with Kardia 6 Lead ECG.
Anyway, it felt completely random at first, but looking back, it loved to strike when my system was under load, like during stressful presentations, when I was super excited, or even just while walking up a flight of stairs. I don't know what's wrong. Sometimes it becomes super intense I was in total depression, and sometimes it just ceases to exist for a little bit. But, all the time, I am under the same fear and anxiety, whether it is going to happen again or not.
I did the medical merry-go-round. I went to the ER more times than I can count. I had numerous ECGs, echocardiograms, and Holter monitors. Every single time, the doctors gave me the exact same conclusive/inconclusive answer: "Your heart is structurally fine. You have panic disorder." It literally ruined my life; I couldn't do anything my peers did other than study and be a nerd, which I do not regret cause I love it, but still... I’ve been on Paxera for 10+ years just to try and manage the baseline terror, but the physical sensations—especially the tight chest and the racing heart—always found a way to break through and trigger the loop. I just can't convince myself I am healthy cause when you feel those skip sensations, the feeling you are almost gonna pass out just terrifies me...
Now, I have a really beautiful girl in my life, planning to marry soon, but I am still battling with myself, wondering whether I am healthy or not. I am only here because maybe you have the same symptoms, or stories, ECG strips... I am so tired,