Big T - In My Mind (Remix) | Horrorcore / Dark Hip Hop Beat
(Lyrics)
Sometimes the weight on your shoulders
Sometimes the weight is all inside
Big T!
That’s right
I’m staring at the ceiling but the ceiling’s moving closer
Got a heart like an engine but I’m losing the motor
They see the frame, yeah they see the statue standing tall
But they don’t see the cracks starting to spiderweb the wall
I’m pacing in a room that’s got no windows and no doors
Just the echoes of the things I should have said a year before
Every thought is like a freight train screaming on the track
And once it starts moving, man, there ain’t no turning back
Chorus:
It’s all in my mind, it’s a heavy rotation
Locked in a cage of my own creation
I’m fighting a ghost and nobody can see
The biggest shadow in the room is the one following me
Yes, it’s all in my mind, the static and the thunder
Trying to keep my head up while it’s pulling me under
They say Big T you’re solid, they say T you’re the rock
But the clock inside my head, it never knows when to stop
I got a hundred different versions of the man I’m supposed to be
And ninety-nine of them feel like strangers looking back at me
I’m a giant in the city but a pebble in the tide
Trying to balance out the ego with the damage deep inside
Is it pressure? Is it passion? Is it just the way I’m built?
Building up a kingdom on a foundation of guilt
I drown the noise out with the bass, turn the volume to the peak
'Cause if the music stops playing then I might have to speak
Clear it out
Reset the mental
It’s all temperamental
The bigger the man, the bigger the struggle, but I don’t fold
I just double
Chorus:
It’s all in my mind, it’s a heavy rotation
Locked in a cage of my own creation
I’m fighting a ghost and nobody can see
The biggest shadow in the room is the one following me
Yes, it’s all in my mind, the static and the thunder
Trying to keep my head up while it’s pulling me under
They say Big T you’re solid, they say T you’re the rock
But the clock inside my head, it never knows when to stop
It’s just noise
Don’t let it outwork you
Big T!
Problematic
In my mind
