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New Dark Trap / Horrorcore (Track)

(Lyrics)

Sometimes the weight on your shoulders

Sometimes the weight is all inside

Big T!

That’s right

I’m staring at the ceiling but the ceiling’s moving closer

Got a heart like an engine but I’m losing the motor

They see the frame, yeah they see the statue standing tall

But they don’t see the cracks starting to spiderweb the wall

I’m pacing in a room that’s got no windows and no doors

Just the echoes of the things I should have said a year before

Every thought is like a freight train screaming on the track

And once it starts moving, man, there ain’t no turning back

Chorus:

It’s all in my mind, it’s a heavy rotation

Locked in a cage of my own creation

I’m fighting a ghost and nobody can see

The biggest shadow in the room is the one following me

Yes, it’s all in my mind, the static and the thunder

Trying to keep my head up while it’s pulling me under

They say Big T you’re solid, they say T you’re the rock

But the clock inside my head, it never knows when to stop

I got a hundred different versions of the man I’m supposed to be

And ninety-nine of them feel like strangers looking back at me

I’m a giant in the city but a pebble in the tide

Trying to balance out the ego with the damage deep inside

Is it pressure? Is it passion? Is it just the way I’m built?

Building up a kingdom on a foundation of guilt

I drown the noise out with the bass, turn the volume to the peak

'Cause if the music stops playing then I might have to speak

Clear it out

Reset the mental

It’s all temperamental

The bigger the man, the bigger the struggle, but I don’t fold

I just double

Chorus:

It’s all in my mind, it’s a heavy rotation

Locked in a cage of my own creation

I’m fighting a ghost and nobody can see

The biggest shadow in the room is the one following me

Yes, it’s all in my mind, the static and the thunder

Trying to keep my head up while it’s pulling me under

They say Big T you’re solid, they say T you’re the rock

But the clock inside my head, it never knows when to stop

It’s just noise

Don’t let it outwork you

Big T!

Problematic

In my mind

my Darkest Days By Big T Music Official Audio

The official visual for DEEP WATER RITUAL by Big T. Merging the high-contrast grit of Texas Gothic visuals with the distorted low-end of Industrial Phonk and Dark Trap. This is the sound of the Northeast Texas underground.

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