r/FelineGuardians

I will do anything, literally. Please someone let me know if there’s something I can do to make a large impact, no matter how extreme the action. Maybe this isn’t the best platform to discuss this, I’m open to other platforms. Im prepared to sell everything I own and leave my loved ones forever, I just need ideas. Please submit any ideas, I will pick the best one and go through with it. I can’t live in a world where this is going on, but I must make an impact before I leave.

I’m not encouraging anyone else to do the same, but I will welcome people who are interested in joining me. Especially people for whom a language barrier won’t be an issue.

Last year I (17f) came across a TikTok comment that mentioned rings in China and I stumbled into a rabbit hole. Ever since that day, it has affected me severely. I couldn’t focus at work, I couldn‘t eat, I couldn’t sleep.

Everything triggered me, I mean everything.

From Dinosaurs specifically T rexes, to the stove, to blenders. to smoothies, to the color red, down to my own cats. It ate me alive, there was a point where I didn’t sleep for days and I just cried and cried and had more and more concerning thoughts. There wasn’t a single second in the day where I didn’t think about what I saw and what goes on.

Everyday I look up the same question “Is there any hope for the animal cruelty in China?” Just to hopefully get something but it’s always the same.

I can’t just not think about it, the images I saw have legit been engraved into my mind. I have developed severe PTSD because of it. It has triggered my mental illnesses to be so much worse. My mind is obsessing over it, it associated everything with it. Everytime I blink or go to sleep I see it. I dream about it.

I have been through so much in life but this definitely is what hits me like a truck. I talk to my boyfriend all the time about it. It feels like it’s eating me alive. At one point I would scream my lungs out all night and kick around and lash out at my plushes or anything in my room.

I go to the gym to distract myself. I feed my stray cats in my apartment complex, there was one extremely sick cat and my family doesn’t have a lot of money but we took him to the vet and now he’s doing so good now! We honestly thought he wouldn’t make it but I knew there was a 2nd chance for him. That has been keeping me calm, helping the strays here and keeping my mind busy.

If I can’t distract myself I end up being grinded down into a paste.

I hope there will be justice one day and hope for the vulnerable. I will truly never ever understand it. How can those people sleep at night. I’ll never get it.

To anyone else suffering the same way, I hear you and see you. You aren’t alone and you are not crazy. It’s not a crime to be sympathetic. I always best myself up for crying everyday. It gets better, finding a safe space to vent my anger like the gym helped me. It’s okay to take time for yourself. It’s okay to be vulnerable. It’s okay to be angry and cry. Even caring makes a huge difference. You are doing enough. There is hope, and please take a break from all of this if you need it.

Once I learned that the cat torture rings are linked with incel culture, it clicked in my head and it made sense that they would do what they do. They want to make as many people as possible as miserable as they are. I found myself strangely addicted to looking at pictures of the cruel acts. But I had to stop because I realized it was just hurting me.

Hi! I’m thinking of making a discord server for support ! For those who need to vent or get stuff off their chest related to FG and other animal problems

If you want to just chat and have a conversation about what goes on.

Would anyone be interested in joining? It will be highly restricted and have high security measures.

If you’re looking to join dm me.

Hi everyone! I’m wanting to print out some flyers at my community library and keep them in my backpack with me and post them up to places I go.

Does this seem like a good idea?

Does anyone know if FG has a flyer print out or anything related to a flyer? I can’t check their website as I don’t want to be accidentally exposed to media.
If not I will make my own but I will need a QR code people can scan. Does FG have a QR code?

I also post to my socials about FG. I am trying to think of things that can help spread awareness.

Update: I decided to just go to the site and I found a lot of posters and QR codes!

find out bout the whole torture ring early this february, made me depressed and hooked on to watching it, you know when you something defenceless getting mistreated? i felt the pain, the shock and it gave me this adrenaline rush that made me hooked into watching it, even got desensitized for abit. I got abit of depression from it and everytime i watched it, just made me more heartbroken. Its been while since i saw anything, id rather not, it fucked up my mind. I did report and got the channel banned twice but they are persistent..anyways, how did you all do? like what happened to you guys after awhile from discovering it? I myself, saw every cute kitten video and i keep thinking bout those poor kittens...I tried to stop watching anything related to cats, i tried to keep reminding myself that god is just, and every living being will get their due rights and justice. I also kept reminding myself that these poor animals will tell god what happened. What ive tried is okay so far, kept myself busy, and just kept reminding myself that these people will be in hell. Yeap so i just wanna know how did you guys handle it? Also, im curious did the petition do anything? did the protest do anything so far? cause china is a communist country...not too sure if they care about petitions or protests.

I went down my weekly dark hole of looking at cases and saw that Sonny is also out now. I am livid and scared.

I don't understand 4Chan (it's wild on there!) - Would it be helpful to get those folks involved? Or do the volunteers already know where the videos are posted etc?

I also would highly recommend reporting ANY videos from the US platforms to the FBI Cyber Crime division here in the US

https://www.ic3.gov/