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find out bout the whole torture ring early this february, made me depressed and hooked on to watching it, you know when you something defenceless getting mistreated? i felt the pain, the shock and it gave me this adrenaline rush that made me hooked into watching it, even got desensitized for abit. I got abit of depression from it and everytime i watched it, just made me more heartbroken. Its been while since i saw anything, id rather not, it fucked up my mind. I did report and got the channel banned twice but they are persistent..anyways, how did you all do? like what happened to you guys after awhile from discovering it? I myself, saw every cute kitten video and i keep thinking bout those poor kittens...I tried to stop watching anything related to cats, i tried to keep reminding myself that god is just, and every living being will get their due rights and justice. I also kept reminding myself that these poor animals will tell god what happened. What ive tried is okay so far, kept myself busy, and just kept reminding myself that these people will be in hell. Yeap so i just wanna know how did you guys handle it? Also, im curious did the petition do anything? did the protest do anything so far? cause china is a communist country...not too sure if they care about petitions or protests.

im 18 years old, i cant work under pressure or stress...i decided to join a restaurant cause i was bedrotting 24/7...the restaurant seemed so chill and quiet everytime i walked by, then when i finally joined, i screwed up with the food, the tables and especially dinner time, suddenly the restaurant was full and there was lots of people queing outside and i had body aches and stressed. Im in less then a week and i dont think i can hold on for a month, what should i do? im mindfucked, body aches and constantly stressed. Also i decided to join the restaurant cause when i was 15, i worked in a smaller restaurant which was much easier to handle when i was carefree in the past, so i tried to test my luck again..