I don't know what I am doing
I work as a maintenance supervisor (facilities) but my actual day to day duties are that of a director or at the very least an FM.
Just to give a snap shot:
I write RFPs
Capital loan applications
Manage 20 facilities totaling over 200k SF
Project manager of multiple million dollar renovation or new builds
Chair of the safety committee
Member of the corporate compliance committee
Present Capital Projects to the board
Manage life cycle and budgeting for a 100 vehicle fleet of vehicles
And blah blah
These last few years I've earned my CFM, PMP, and Master degree.
As I start to look around I find myself doing things so far outside my job description i began to question what is happening. Last year I communicated to the ceo that we need a FM or director to run these projects. Because I no longer do anything maintenance related. Well I approve my guys time cards. But theres no one training them, no one checking their work, no one going to sites to help expand their knowledge. And I actually feel bad about that.
None the less Saturday I decided to apply for a FM role at a very large commercial company. And today they reached out.
I know its a long road before this position even becomes within reach. But the position pays more then double my current salary. And now im terrified.
What happens if they actually interview me? What happens if they send an offer?
On one hand im happy and excited. Because truly its life changing and acknowledges my hard work is being noticed by someone. But on the other hand. What if I am not ready, what if I fail.
How have you guys gotten over this feeling, this fear?
I am scared to answer my phone so much now. I almost hope its another telemarketer lol.