Only Job
Is this anybody else’s only job? It is for me and although I know that’s not great, it’s definitely a blessing to have regardless. However it is hard when you talk to people and they ask what you do because a lot of people don’t like the kind of work we do so I kinda have to lie and say I just don’t have a job, which I’m really not lying about since this is not a formal job. And then I feel like they see me as a loser. But I just don’t feel capable/able to get a job, especially full time, mainly due to a health issue I’m dealing with that’s wearing me down and would affect my performance, but also due to the job market just being so competitive and not many jobs being open compared to the number of people applying. Anyone else relate?