r/BoyDinner

I’m just so over my Ex a buddy of mine Farms Wagu it’s actually way less then store prices ! Nevertheless it’s been aging for a few months since the break up 8 months ago so I am going to season it for a bit more go out on a few dates and try to find someone who’s an energy match ! Just want to enjoy something I miss not someone who got engaged 3 weeks after we broke up with a stranger! But don’t worry I knew she was crazy met her in a psych ward

For the last 18 months I have been DMing a weekly DnD night and I think I'm just over it. No drama among the group, no major issues with people showing up, no reason for me to not keep doing it. I just don't want to anymore.

We are friendly but not friends so when this ends I will most likely never see them more than once a year. I'm kind of coming to terms with losing my social circle based on my choices.

Flatbread cheese and fermented peppers.

leftover carne asada fries and 20pc nug from my boy ronald mcdonald topped with jack in the box taco sauce, accompanied by a hot cheeto/cool ranch salad

been home for 30 min reheating this. slow day at work. ripped the blinkdidilly throughout the shift. smoked my daberoni while this cooked. watching smosh compilations. not pictured, a jungle juice four loko

#mondaysamiright?

This what no 🐱 does to a mfr.

However it's my fault I got overweight in the first place and I take full responsibility for it.

coming to the realisation that i am simply unable to play the disingenuous game of corporate america. i think i can be ok with that.

Nashville fried chicken tenders, Tossed in sticky buffalo garnished

with sliced pickled gherkins.

32M realised I’ve checked out of life and made all the wrong decisions and I’ve sent myself down an irreversible path.

Shakes to round out my protein macros for the day, pizza rolls to round out my spiritual macros

As I hit 40 I realized my dating pool’s age bracket is shifting upward where it will be harder to date. I will have to likely navigate women who have way more life experience and maturity as well as women who had children and/or a divorce, and it makes me wonder what led to said divorce and if I’d just complicate things or what “baggage” they might bring with them. So I realized I can’t picture marriage in my lifetime when I haven’t even been on a proper date in 3 years and part of is simply being worn down by the crushing state of the world, my soul-sucking job, a recent “intimate” medical diagnosis that has obliterated me, and my lack of strong, close friendships. It’s hard to imagine I could go on a date right now and be socially charming and “on” when part of me almost desires the fear and comfort of staying in, minding my business, not putting my vulnerable feelings out there which could get crushed or taken advantage of, and I know it doesn’t do great things for my mental state. So instead, maybe ironically, I spend most weekends at my (older) sister’s (divorced, no kids) house playing and recording music, drinking, playing Rock Band, and making dinner like last night’s ramen pizza.

I bring most of this shit to my therapy sessions so it’s all a work in progress.

When it’s just me, my scotch and a classic movie to keep company.

P.S: Don’t judge my low effort steak chopping skills. The meat was too tempting…

Yummers..

Wife and kids are gone for a couple days. Getting back to my roots.