For context this is my first time getting drunk as a 19 y/o
Last Saturday I drank three beer cans and then raw Bacardi with no lemon no coke-cola no nothing, I got really drunk and then threw up came back home had really weird dreams
The first day I felt really sleepy but then I started weirding out when the hangover was 2 days long, 3 days long, and now 6, I don’t have headaches but I don’t feel like my mind is here, I don’t understand what people say at times, I write a loooooot of things on my notes app (life thoughts) and also cry a lot and feel like I don’t want to be here anymore (I don’t know why because I’m not suicidal) also been falling asleep everywhere and saying hurtful things to the closest people to me that I would never say
Also I’ve been feeling more intelligent, and I’ve been noticing a loooot of things I didn’t before even the people on my circle are like “ooohh that’s right” and im like mmm im not usually this intelligent
I dont know if this is going to end I feel like I’ve lost my mind and don’t know if it is a dehydration problem or else it’ll just pass with time? Or should I go to the doctor