u/ziggy11111

my testosterone levels were 250 points higher just 3 years ago. And i was a MESS.

Then: riding a motorcycle year round on city streets. massive insomnia. Single and dating around, sleeping with different people. Over training in the gym. Watching lots of porn, horny all the time. Playing super fast paced stress inducing video games.

Now: comfortable low stress job, long term monogomous relationship, wake up with no alarm, sleep well, eat healthy and drink less, work out more balanced, drive a car instead of motorcycle. Turn based rpg's instead of FPS games. Quit porn a month ago.

How i feel different now: libido is virtually dead, feelings of anhedonia, energy is overall way better as im no longer running on fumes and strung out, yet feel like im sleep walking bored.. and somehow on days i get crappy sleep, im the horniest, most aggressive, and most powerful in the gym.

Can someone tell me wtf is going on here?... i dont miss my old life but, i miss my old libido and morning wood... 38 M. 300 TEST.

Hello. My results are all over the place.. 450, 330, 200..

• 200- mid day unfasted
• 330-late morning fasted
• 450-morning fasted

Do you have to get the blood test as soon as you wake up? Or just sticking to one time is best? I wake up usually at 9, so a 10am test would be ideal.. but does 1 hour make that much a difference?

Havent woken up with a hard on since i quit porn and libido is really low.

Anyone out there know what to do?

Im 1 month into my Weolverine stack 500 / 500 tb500-bpc157. Im 1-2 days to being finished.

I always had one eye that had slightly worse vision then the other, but recently i feel like its gotten worse..

I need to go to an eye doctor to get it tested. To see if it really got worse, but i swear things up close now are really blurry now... never was this bad..

Thankfully im on my last day of this stuff.

Other sides i felt:

Little fatigue right after the injection.

Dopamine.. i am in a dopamine fast of sorts on my own, but this feels almost.. extra.. 0 morning wood right now.. however i can attribute this mostly to my withdrawl and lowish T levels, not bpc157.. but who knows.

I will post back with updates after the exam and once ive been off it, little worried about this eye thing thou..