u/your_nude_peach

Can't find this song ANYWHERE. Just heard it in the game that got recently released called Mixtape and google doesn't know this song. Nothing on YT either. Am I tripping? How can I find this masterpiece, please aid me 😭

I assume it doesn't increase shields and healing of an enchanter when cast on someone else? Tbh I was playing Ivern with BtB and I didn't notice shielding being increased even on my self. I had around 13% heal shield power from items, BtB and his E shielded around 216 on the tooltip which means actual shield should be much higher but it actually blocked around 230 damage, no way it's the 13%+35% as it says

Basically, I noticed a pattern that through my whole life I hate my body most of the times, I hate how ugly clothes sits on me how I look in the mirror. But I wouldn't call myself fat, I was doing sports till 18 years and I was pretty sporty, then because of my weird eating pattern , where I barely eat, like once a day or don't eat at all for the day, which leads to a super skinny me, or when I just put of nowhere start eating like crazy, which leads to weight gain. The breaking point was when I came from service in army(where I was under high pressure and stress and barely consumed any food, also the food was disgusting there or I just didn't have time for it) and out in the wild having back access to all the food I can and want I started to eat a lot and gain weight which this time is more noticeable to me that the previous times. I know I have to discuss this with a professional but sadly I just can't afford it for now. That's why I'm curious if anyone here faced a person with similar eating patterns? I really want to stop it, I really want to love myself but I also feel so powerless. I also have doubts it's something like anorexia? I saw a lot of people online who actually have severe eating disorders and mine issue probably sounds like a child play compared to those...

Anyway, appreciate any help and suggestions 💛