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somebody tell me are they able to enjoy this with no modifications?? I wanna do dat someday
after discovering astrology I made a few adjustment to my lifestyle which helped keep me on track. I fast about 1-2 days a week. today I failed at fasting and I can already feel myself spiraling. why is it that many people can get thru their week without even doing one fast, but I NEED to fast and if I ruin it, my mental health suffers.
I feel like I live life with so many extra steps. things that come easy to others are like moving a mountain for me.
my conclusion is that I must be born a weak person. we cannot all be perfect. we cannot all be strong.
yes chart ruler Jupiter is in favorite position but it is also Aspected by malefice and functional malefice at exact degrees I know my chart is not great