Hiiiii I’m 21F. Since school, I’ve known that I’m attracted to both girls and boys. For a long time, I kept confusing myself because I was still very much attracted to boys, so I tried convincing myself that my attraction was just a phase.
I’ve been trying to accept myself but it’s honestly been difficult. There was a period where I tried to convince myself it was a phase since I was still very much attracted to boys(I was still very young). The people around me have also not made it easy for me to accept myself. I am very afraid of dating a girl and have kinda tried to repress that part of me but sometimes I become selfish and dream of a future where I can love whoever I want. I see few people being very confident and open abt their sexuality. I want that for myself, but I feel like I lack the courage to actually take the first step.
Idk what to do honestly 🚶♀️