u/yakiuzberry

My cat recently d8ed weeks ago and my dad keeps on blaming me and telling me its my fault for what happened. I'm in the city while my cat was left in my hometown with my parents, I can't keep him in the city since I'm there to study and pets wasn't allowed to where I live. My cat was poured of hot water, we didn't know who did it, but he managed to live for almost 2 days and I tried to get home as soon as possible but I didn't make it, he was buried without me saying goodbye. Then for weeks my dad keeps blaming me and saying that I wasn't feeding him well and that when all I ever did was give him the best I could, I even cut off from my allowance and savings just to get what he needs, and he's making me feel so bad, I'm only a student who doesn't earn money, he earns thousands yet he doesn't even give anything for the pets maintenance. If he doesn't give, he doesn't talk. Ghad I hate him, I'm grieving like I just lost my child and here every minute he see me he tells me it's all my fault.

I kept having a weird dream about the guy I liked during high school. Why does everytime I'm finally moved on he appears in my dream after months. It was unrequited love, it was during high school and I used to fantasize it, now I don't. I've really finally moved on, but apparently there's this cycle where it's been months and I don't even think about him—not one thought but suddenly my dream is about him, I'm frustrated if it has a meaning or its a nightmare I can never escape. He doesn't even know about these dreams I keep having, I mean it would be weird if I tell him I'm being disturbed by a dream that is about him.

I'm planning on a small business where it focuses on decluttering clothes and stuffs that I would sell. I've seen a lot of it through Facebook kaso hindi ko alam if paano mag-start. Nag-try ako pero not one item was sold. I'm in need of an advice, especially on how to start and get the right costumers.

I'm an upcoming college student, I need a side income for my needs, I'm thinking about vlogging so that I could earn extra money somehow but I don't have the gadgets to do so, my phone's camera quality is not giving the right quality for the job, so I'm thinking to save up for a phone, maybe an iphone because the quality is good and will be enough for vlogging. What my qualifications is layout designing, and that's just it, how can I use to earn money? How will I be able to earn from other side hustle through online? I can't have any jobs yet given my age.