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Yeshua - dionysus

Mother Mary - asherah

Yahweh - El

The Primary Ogdoad

Barbelo - Cybele

Bythos (Depth) - Nun (Egyptian)

Ennoia (Thought) - Mnemosyne (Greek Goddess of Memory)

Nous (Mind) - Zeus (as the Divine Intellect)

Aletheia (Truth) - Ma'at (Egyptian Goddess of Truth)

Logos (Word) - Hermes / Thoth (The Divine Scribe)

Zoe (Life) - Athena (Restorer of Life)

Anthropos (Man) - Prometheus (The Titan of Humanity)

Ecclesia (Church) - Themis (Goddess of Divine Order)

The Decad

Ageratos & Henosis - Hebe (Goddess of Youth) & Harmonia

Autophyes & Hedone - Phanes (The self-born) & Aphrodite

Ainetos & Syncrasis - Atlas & Gaia

Acinitos & Makaria - Apollo & Macaria (Goddess of Blessedness)

The Dodecad

Paracletus & Pistis - Paean & Fides (Roman Goddess of Trust)

Patricos & Elpis - Zeus Patrous & Elpis (Goddess of Hope)

Metricos & Agape - Demeter (The Mother) & Eros (as Divine Love)

Ainos & Synesis - Aion & Athena (Goddess of Intelligence)

Ecclesiasticos & Makariotes - Hermes Agoraios & Eutychia (Good Fortune)

Theletus & Sophia - Thelema (Will) & Athena

The archons

Yaldaboath - Saturn

Iao - Jupiter

Sabaoth - Ares

Adonaios - Helios Sun-face

Eloaios - Venus

Oraios - Selene

Astaphanos - Mercury

Im a junior in hs who's freaking out about what they're going to do with their lives.

The only thing im actually good at is baking. I still want to open my options but im not sure what to major in.

It can't be anything with math or science but something that will ensure i can get a good job.

Also I need to major in something that doesn't sound stupid (and yes, i know how that sounds)

Something that isn't hard but will also will get me a job.

I should start off by saying im a junior.

Pros for uni

•I'll be able to move out of my parents house

•i could move out of my hometown

•I could meet more people (though I don't really care about that)

•I'd be the first (and probably only) one to go

•I really want to

•im already in dual enrollment so not going would kinda be a waste

Cons of uni

•I currently have a 2.8 GPA

•I'm poor

•i dont even know what I'd major in

Pros of culinary school

•baking is kinda the only thing im both good at and enjoy doing

•it would take less time than a 4 year college

Cons of culinary school

•my mom is hell bent on me going to uni

•have to live at home longer (which i really don't want to do

TL;DR: I want to go to uni but can't afford it. I also want to go to culinary school but probably won't be allowed to.

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**Demographics:** black female, nc, public High School

**Intended Major:** political science (or art history; we'll see)

**ACT :** 17

**GPA:** 2.9W / 2.6UW

**Coursework:** 2 APs now and taking 3 next year (im a junior) also I. Dual enrollment

ECs: marching band, winter guard, model un

Im planning on going to app state but I need ideas for backup schools.

Im not going to community College so stop suggesting that. University is quite literally my only chance at a better life. If im forced to stay in my current situation for longer than a year I truly won't make it. So if I can't go to uni I will probably join the military.

Edit:thanks to everyone for your super helpful feedback. I've decided im just going to pull a Silvia plath sense that seems to be my only option. Hopefully i can bring my grade up before I have to go to that.

I choose the class bc i like music and thought it would be one of those easy ones. But them i look it up and Everyone says its the hardest class ever created can the final exam is unpassable.

So im wondering if I should change that class.