Now my heart is full is pure brilliance.
Now my heart is full is by far my favorite morrissey song, I've probably listened to it atleast 3 times a day for the past 6 months. I can't help but get emotional when listening to it and I personally have no clue what the song means and have not searched it up.
I am currently 21 and in the last few years so much has changed in my life and when I think about it I get extremely sad. It's strange how in such a short time things have completely changed. I no longer play footy with my friends at the park, when I walk down the road I no longer see the elderly couples who would stop and chat me down for 30 minutes, new buildings have been built in my town and others have been removed, I don't have sleepovers with friends and don't talk to others anymore and hangouts are very minimal. Some of my friends are married and some even have kids and when I look at my mom I notice just how much she's really aged.
When I think about all this it affects me and then I listen to now my heart is full and it kinda makes me feel like maybe all this change is fine. Everything I've done and gone through has made me who I am and even though some things are different and gone I still have things dear to me now and more to look forward to in the future.
Anyways that's it, I apologize for the rant and thank you Morrissey for your brilliance. From the heart of my bottom I thank you all.