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I hate talking about personal stuff but I'm a little fucked up right now with my feelings so I'm gonma leave this up for half an hour.

So I was sick for a couple of days. my phone was taken away so I could rest more and get better.

The day I got better my girlfriend send me a text asking me to break up with me again.

She dumped me a few days back, but we worked it out. Now she we're really done.

We were mostly sex buddies but we did had a few date after we got back together. I was an asshole, but I tried to change for her. But she dumped me for real. I didn't want to fix it again because I knew why she didn't want me for real so I just let it be.

To be honest it stings like hell. I never felt like this shitty since 2nd grade when my best friend stole my love letter for my crush and gave it to everyone to read ans let her read it last, only for herto laugh at my face ans give it to the teacher. Yeah, wild times.

But that only lasted a while because my little brother was there to cheer me up so now I'm doing fine thanks to my lil bro.

Now to the cuck part.

Firstly, I have nothing against gays or lesbians, you guys do you and stay cool.

So yeah, I finally opened twitter and I still saw one of my

favourite twitterer. She was saying something about a guy faking to be a girl and she she blocked him. It was funny, but when she revealed she was a lesbian i kinda felt...kinda shocked.

As I said, I have nothing against gays or lesbians, you guys are cool too.

it's just what I thought she was wasn't what I imagined her to be. She's a lesbian who openly hates man (certain types, not all men) and I had a crush on her without knowing what kind of a person she really was.

again I have nothing against gays or lesbians

Okay maybe I wasn't cucked but I kinda felt confused and devastated

So yeah, that's it. It kinda feels good letting it out indirectly.