Why?
All I've always wanted was to be a priority in your life, I wanted to be seen, heard, understood. Why couldn't you give that to me? I did so much for so long, made you feel loved so hard why couldn't you return the favor?
I'd get up in the morning and spend hours shoveling the driveway while you slept comfortably because I knew you hated doing it. I'd clean the house while you were at work because I knew it stressed you out. I hate the gym with a passion but I still went with you even tho it made my anxiety crazy because I knew it was important to you.
so why, just why couldn't you do the same for me? Why did you have to push me to emotional exhaustion just to leave me there like i'm worthless? What did I need to do for you to see me and love me as much as I did?
Why do I still love you so much after you've hurt me so bad?