u/tumbledownhere

I'm probably just being impatient. I'm scared of having another chemical. I have 2 children and lost 3 to chemicals and miscarriage.

Last night on a whim I tested at 3am and got a faint but extremely visible positive test on frer.

Tested again with FMU and nothing but in all my pregnancies I've never gotten a stronger positive with fmu, it tends to peak at midday to evening for me.

Tested again around 1pm and another line, if not slightly darker or pinker.

Tests since then have either been so light I'm hesitant to count them or just not sure if it's just indent.

I'm trying to stay grounded and remember I'm anywhere from 9-12dpo and it probably just implanted but my history of losses really scares me.

So......in the first day of a positive it's normal for some tests to not show positive right? I didn't really hold my urine for the negative ones either.........I just don't want this over, I have two very faint positive tests, a few negatives, and that's all I know.

Hi. Mom of 2, lost 3 in pregnancy

Last night I took a test on a whim and it shocked us with a faint but clear absolute positive.

It was a faint positive but it was clearly positive.

I've taken two this morning and one has a squinter and the other nothing. I never had success with first morning urine tests for some reason and that's the negative one. So I guess I'm not too alarmed but I don't understand why the other test isn't darker. It looks pinker to me but lighter.

I DO remember this happening early in my pregnancies, I'd get fainter lines or nothing some days then I'd get a boom line......I'm hoping I'm just being impatient.

Last night's was faint but unmistakable. In my past pregnancies I remember it changing day to day this early, sometimes the line would barely be there, then it'd be darker.

But I've also had 3 chemical losses so I'm terrified.

All the same brand, 3am was a true blue early positive, fmu nothing, test I just took is a squinter

I'm maybe anywhere from 11-13dpo. Normally I show way earlier on tests. I had used the same box of tests to test two days earlier and it was negative and this is absolutely not an indent from 3am, it's pink and there

The squinter I see pretty well but my husband doesn't see it as well but he does see "something". Shouldn't it be darker regardless if I am?

I don't know, any words of hope? I need to just be patient right? I don't wanna go through another chemical.....

We weren't trying but weren't preventing. Idk if I can handle a third kid. I'm scared it was false too even though it's pink and in the time limit and obvious in person. I've found out early in all my pregnancies.

I had to post somewhere. Freaking out.

So faint my phone can barely pick it up but my husband and I both see it easily IRL. Popped up immediately. And it's pink.

Idk how to feel. I'm terrified. I've lost before. I wanted another one but can we handle another baby. I'm scared it's false. I'm scared it's legitimate.

I don't have any good pics of my mother that I haven't already posted honestly.

She was hell on wheels on purpose. Life hurt her so bad and she hurt others as a result - I was her main target from a young age - but God I still loved her

It'll be a year in July

I'm in agony and have been since she died. I thought I'd be relieved because she brought so much pain, but I miss her so bad and I'm so mad at the world.

Does she have anything to say? At all? Is she at peace yet? Does she understand all those nights we argued, all the yelling, we were trying to convince her to live?