u/tomatoad28

▲ 13 r/autism

I'm not even here to argue this point. Even if it is true — I so don't care.

When I was around 15 maybe, was the first time my mother told me I might be autistic. I cried and locked up in my room. Not because i thought autism was bad or shameful, but because i didn't know it was an actual diagnosis. At school, all the social circles I've been in, autism was a slur with barely any meaning behind it. It was for "stupid", it was for "lost cause".

So when i heard my own mother call me that, that's what i thought she meant - a lost cause.

Yes, it's annoying to have people misuse the terms and call themselves neurodivergent when they're not. But i rather have this, than have people feel the same way i did that day.

Depression also used to be seen as something performative, as a label to be not like others, cool and mysterious. But as far as i observe — people who were pretending eventually just moved on; people who were in fact depressed, learned the word for it.

I was a teen exactly when "depression is cool" spiked, and very short after "pretending to be depressed for attention is cringe". So when i was thinking i might be depressed, i told myself I'm faming it. Turns out i truly was. And even if the people who were faking it did make me reject the thought in fear of being one of them — these exact people also gave me the word for what i was feeling. It could've taken longer without them. It could've been too late.

(Edit: didn't know this tag turns the comments off, damn, but I don't think others fit)

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u/tomatoad28 — 11 days ago

pheww, changed quite a lot.

first of all, finally found the exact font, so now it's definitely looking much better, plus messed around with light and colours.

NOW, I really need help deciding the name

the brand I'm referencing is called "Stanley", and that's the word they put on their products. But if I'm labeling a cup that isn't Stanley himself, and especially if i add "Property of Stanley" sticker on it, "Stanley's" sounds much more logical, and i think the joke/pun is still recognisable. But I don't knowwwwww

also just to be clear, cup/bottle isn't questioned, definitely cup

(i hope making similar posts isn't considered spamming, because editing on this sub is absolutely impossible for whatever reasons)

u/tomatoad28 — 14 days ago