Going through a heartbreak/job loss simultaneously: Rant/Vent
Putting it out here so I just feel lighter:(please forgive my english I just typed out everything out of nowhere)
I had asked a colleague out on 14/02 and she said "I like someone else right now tho" on whatsapp, fine acknowledged her choice and didn't say anything( no call/ping/text post that). ~2 months later on 07/02 I find she had blocked me on whatsapp since her DP disappeared, like ~3 hours ago I saw her story and found she has blocked me there too, cried again for three hours. I cried for three weeks continuously post rejection that but made sure to not try to have any contact with her and yes no texts/calls/pings anywhere were done by me and she didn't do anything either obv wasn't expected to
Also I left a 20L SWE job @ a US bank last month without any offers since it was taking a toll on my health and I was severely dissatisfied with work, no this was not because of the, girl works in a different office in the same city and different manager. This is one of the lowest lows of my life and I do not have a single number in my cell that I can dial and talk to I cannot discuss everything with my parents. Its lonely at the top we only see CTCs and not what the person is going through, atm my personal life/professional life everything is screwed and I am not getting interview calls either not sure what's going to happen. Rant over, putting it out so I a 23 YO feels lighter and make sure that I come out stronger, good night