Hiding my sense of humor
I've always had a bit of a weird sense of humor. Ever since I was young I've been lucky enough to get along with my sister really well and we both share the same sense of humor. Other than her and her boyfriend though, I have a really hard time finding other people I feel like I can joke around with. I feel like this is a small and insignificant thing to complain about, but over the years its made me feel very isolated because I find humor is a big part of my personality.
With just about all my current friends I feel like I'm hiding a part of myself because I'm afraid I will offend them with my sense of humor. Its often I pretend to find things funny because I don't want to be rude and to seem like I have a more light hearted sense of humor than I really do. It's not like I don't find any of their jokes actually funny or like I can't say any jokes I find funny to them, it just feels like there's a line I need to be careful of I guess.
I know I am probably being too careful and could show my sense of humor more, but I just feel scared doing that. I'm just a bit tired out of putting up a facade when I probably don't need to and should be more open about it anyways.
I apologize if this subreddit isn't a great place to post this I just felt more comfortable posting this here lol