rejection hurts
i wanna start this off by saying i would never ever EVER force my partner to have sex with me if they didn’t enthusiastically want to.
since d-day (end of march), ive been rejected every time ive tried to engage in or ask for sex. ive been flirty, touching up on him and stuff, and he just isn’t receptive.
he was saying yesterday how he didn’t want to go to bed because he was tired, and then like three minutes later i asked if he wanted to do something and he said “but im so tired…” and then realized he would be caught lying, so he said “haha, i’m just kidding.”
i dunno. like i said, i don’t wanna do it unless he wants to.
but i feel so ugly. and gross. and i feel like he’s rejecting me because he doesn’t find me sexually attractive anymore.