Ex-fiancé left me 4 months before the wedding.
I’m 32 living in a small remote town. I was supposed to be getting married to my partner of 3 years in July. I had 3 step kids, all girls between the ages of 8-13 and 3 cats who I loved dearly. I’m a sober normal and boring girl who goes to work, spends time with the kids and my friends who’s never had any serious issues. Normal and boring.
Ex-fiance cheated on me with his friend/co-worker (who was going to be a bridesmaid for me) of 13 years, went back to being a functioning alcoholic and decided at 41 he should take up his ❄️ habit again after years away from it. This all was happening the last year without me knowing. He broke up with me a few weeks ago, moved into her house the next day and is telling people I’m mentally unstable, crazy, pyscho and I need help - in my small town. Meanwhile, they are both drinking and doing coke together, and she’s an adult content creator who is still making content and apparently a lot of people know about it, but I didn’t. I found it all online this morning once someone made me aware of her online name.
Sushi because I’m absolutely broke, moved into mom and dad’s basement, I’m in a crazy amount of debt that I need to pay because he won’t help and I’m scared because of everything going on in the world. I’m feeling so lost.
Edit: for all the girls judging me for getting sushi when I’m broke, I had a gift card from a Christmas stocking. Good lord.