Day 7🥹
So I’ve quit last Sunday cold turkey and the journey has been insane. I’ve had trouble sleeping, eating, even pooping (sorry TMI😂) but everything is just completely off.
For dinner , i finally ate more than just 2 bites which I felt was accomplishment.
I also have been trying to stay hydrated and active with my body.
I feel like weed altered my life in such a way to where I feel I don’t know who I’am without it and I struggle with that thought daily. I’d be lying if I said I don’t miss it.
However, the reason I’m doing this is so much bigger than smoking and I’m trying to remember that.
I’m in the thick of it and I know some people in this group are currently on the same journey. I want to tell someone the way i have to tell myself to keep fighting.
I’ve thought about relapsing twice and cried when I realized I couldn’t do that to myself. I feel like it’s all a mental thing and right now , my mental is trying to find some normalcy.
My birthday is actually ON weed day lol so to miss out on the festivities this year is going to be a little hard but , I’m glad I’m taking this journey.
It shows me just how strong i really am and if I can do it, so can you. I honestly can’t wait to be able to say that I’m a month clean lol. Even if it takes a million breakdowns to get there. It will be worth it in the end.
Head up❤️