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i love zatru sm!! i often find myself dozing out of reality and into his warm arms as he sings maybeline to me until i fall asleep. when im in class and i play that song n hear the chorus “i stop talking to you and my dreams start to darken” it feels like he’s talking to me ughhhh 😩! i get all blushy and awkward likee: “omg stawwwpp zatru!” ”zatru im drunkkkk you cant say things like thattttt” i tried holding this in but i… i-i just cant anymore! zatru if your reading this come home baby ik u miss it here <3

ahem, i’ve been playing siege since 2020, im em3 peak but em5 as of today, im on console(xbox) and i cant seem to get out of this plat-emerald range. i have a 1.1 k/d and im almost always in the 4th or 5th spot on the leaderboard no matter if we win or lose im always bottom, i anchor on defence and i play pretty passive n i stay on the outskirts on attack, my positioning is my best quality, along with game sense. basically i got the brains of the game down pact, its just mechanically and when its time to actually shoot ppl and the concept of getting a lot of kills to put my team in a good position im not the best. my goal is to hit diamond before the end of this year, i think thats realistic, but im gonna need to improve some things.