My first Mother’s Day without you
16 years ago, I unexpectedly stepped into a role that became so much more than “owning” a dog. You were never just a dog. You were my child. A part of me.
The level of care, love, and attention you needed gave me a sense of purpose. You made me feel needed, fulfilled, and deeply connected. My friends and family saw that over the years, so much so that they began wishing me a happy Mother’s Day every year.
You gave that gift to me, Chloe.
I didn’t even think today would feel this heavy. But as I was sending Mother’s Day texts to the women in my life who have kids, I got a text back saying, “Happy Mother’s Day to you too!” and it immediately tapped into my grief. Tears fell from my face as quickly as I read those words.
I guess she’s right.
I’m still your mother. I’ll always be your mother.
Just like you’ll always be my baby.
I love you so much, Chloe.