u/spacehannah

Why does sobriety feel so hard now I’m in the rooms?

I went 5 months without drinking once and only got twitchy a few times. I felt awful emotionally but had a strong conviction I didn’t want to drink and it wouldn’t solve anything.

Now I’m not even 30 days in and it feels like the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I just want it to end. But before I could go weeks and months without drinking and hardly care.

I just feel like if I actually drank it would be a whole lot easier and I wouldn’t think about wanting to drink all the time. But I know I can’t.