u/sleepycatoverthinker

im 22 F and i have pcos basically i don’t know how to stop my self for craving EVERY DAMN FAST FOOD and DIET COKE and if you have any yummy alternatives please do lemme know also im unable to do gym cz the timings for female are in morning and im not at all free how should i loose my weight or even maintain it i want to tone my body , its a bit zada for me but it doesnt look like i have zada weight

so basically me and one of my friends ( who doesnt know how to drive and she literally prefers to brake when the next car is 1 ft away and doesn’t even pay attention to speed brakers and literally uncles telling her WTH ARE U DOIN ) We decided to go to a cafe in f7 and on our way back home she decided to go to margalla hills and ykw she said 😭😭😭 she said KOI BAAT NAHI ME PEHLI BAAR JARI PLEASE NA CHALTAY HAIN i had my test so i told her that we should go home and all but nahi she took me there all the rasta i was telling her where to brake and when to over take 😭😭😭 and then ig just after daman e koh theres a view point she saw that and she decided that we will park our car and we will GET OUT OF THE CAR AND TAKE PICS and iwas like noo plss its a bad idea as there were a lot of men kher there were few girls but that didnt matter cz they were there with guys too -_- so then we parked and and went a bit peechay view point se on the road i took her pics and all and when we were done we headed towards our car MIND THIS THING THAT SHE WAS AT THE EDGE OF ROAD AND I WAS ABIT IN THE MIDDLE OF ROAD and also WE BOTH ARE IN NIQABS 😭 a white land cruiser came and it stopped right beside me RIGHT BESIDE ME , there were men inside it they started hooting and they left and ykw when i looked at my friend SHE WAS LEGIT RUNNING TOWARDS CAR AND I WAS IN SHOCK AND ALSO I WASNT SCARE BUT I WAS JUST STANDING THERE IN SHOCK 🙄 and she saw me that im way behind her she grabbed my hand k JILDI AO bhai nahi suni na meri 😭😭 i mean it could have gotten worst cz we didnt tell our parents k we going up there and the signals are also lost there so yea im still traumatised

And heres what happened … so basically me and her were in same class and then randomly i opened insta when i was checking my name in the uni admission list i got a text from her about where im applying and all and then we made a good bond after years we got separated in our primary school years then , so 1 day we were all good like we are besties and all slowly i started to realise how shes is keep on going over to other ppl in class ( I KNOW ITS NORMAL BUT WAIT FOR IT 💀) and slowly slowly i started to feel left out :( and then her momma called my momma once and said i told her to be friends w (my name) till SHE FIND NEW FRIENDS … hmm i didnt notice anything off with this sentence until momma point it out 😼 and then like she started to be rude at my face and even on text messages , i didnt make zda dost she was the only one and she would always get past papers and all and i would have to beg her for that and also she would be randomly peeking into my phone THAT WHAT I AM ACTUALLY DOING and i found it weird so i started to lower the brightness of my phone and she HAD THE AUDACITY TO K BRIGHTNESS KIYU LOW KI HUI 💀🙄 and i was like okkk then she once gave me birthday gift jisme she put the USED GEL like i could see the finger prints in it and ussay pehlay i gave her gift and i got a new one and forced her to get it ughh and now we dont talk and im stuck with her now 😾

So basically couple of days back actually 6 days back 😭 and im new to reddit ,i talked to a guy on comments of some lipliner recs we talked and he sent me request btw hes is 25 and i am 21 ( and in lipliner recs he said somethjng like his gf told him and when i asked k wheres your gf and why you commenting like this i would have not spared you agr me hoti he goes like ex thi bas show krna hota idr gf hy ) and we talked and talked and got to know we have so much in common like hobbies skills and even the adatein were matching so he started talking to me in a bad way too (yall know it) 😭 even tho im a very serious person he kept saying we are fwb i dont wanna be that bhae thats haram (ik even talking is haram but still no one will ever let me consider too pehlay hi situation khrab krdetay ) and now cz im new to reddit idk how to stalk .. so i js tried to and he told me once i am the only person he actually thought to dm but i found out hes been calling babe to every single girl jn comments and asking them to dm cz he got ideas to doll em up idk what to do? Is it even legit or once again someone is using me also he asked me multiple times to show him my picture THANK GODDDD I DIDNT SEND AND I WILL NEVER THO but as i talk to him hes a job person and he gives me time its only been 6 days i feel he is genuine but idk what im seeing on reddit but guys yar meri bas hogyi hy na me serious hoti agla khel kr chala jata hy it should nt be like this also thanks for reading all of this :( best ppl ever

Ps so i gave him my insta ( annonymous wala hehe kuch tou sahe kiya menay and we talking there what should i do now )guys he send me his pics and he tells me all bout his family i think hes nice but idk