A customer at work called me a loser, and I don't disagree
I usually think of myself as a pretty thick-skinned guy, but for some reason it hit me deep yesterday when I had an angry customer at work and she called me a "fucking loser-ass piece of shit". It really hurt cause I know she's right. All I do is go to work and go home. I don't have any friends, haven't dated in years, and I'm broke with no future prospects. I feel so worthless and I wish I could just lay in bed and never wake up. I see my classmates from high school on Facebook and they're all successful, look great, getting married, having kids, and hanging out with friends. I'm such a loser compared to them.
I'm medicated for severe bipolar disorder and usually I can keep it under control pretty well. But right now I feel horrible. I hope I don't live for much longer cause I feel like I can't stand another minute. I just want to feel loved and like I matter. I swear that I can be funny and friendly and a lot of fun to be around but nobody gives me a chance. I feel like giving up. Does anyone else ever feel like this?