MCA - First time ko makaramdam ng kaba
F, 19. May nangyari sakin the other day, first time ko makaramdam ng kaba...
kabaklaan (???)
Nag aabang ako ng jeep sa pila, kung saan saan lang tumitingin, ganon. All of a sudden, nagka eye-to-eye kami ng girl (from the looks, i think she's masc) tapos bigla akong kinabahan ??? like not the bad kind of kaba pero napa "wtf was that??" aq... The next thing I know was I kept glancing back looking for her kasi mas nauna ako sa pila. Spent the whole ride home wondering wtf just happened, wtf did I just feel, and why tf did I keep glancing back.
First time ko syang naramdaman, I didn't even feel anything like that sa mga crushes ko dati na para akong kinuryente na ewan wtf.
Also, I've been hooked to a GL pairing lately, watched a GL movie in the cinemas just the other week all by myself, without telling anyone. Does that mean anything? Kasi fan talaga ako ng artist huhu. (additional info lang)
I have friends who are bi and I've always been very supportive of the community but can't seem to open up abt what happened to me the other day. Pls help, what was thaaat. Baka may iba kayong persoective cuz I'm now drowing in thoughts huhu