u/silentshakey

So I was just playing with my yoyo it's been around 2 months now and tbh I just play whenever I feel like it but that led me to think if you guys are serious, how many hours or minutes do you spend in the day learning new tricks or combos?

hi guys so I'm 16 currently taking a gap yr from college due to some mental health reasons. I've been at home for around 5 months till November 2025 and my mental health isn't great. Like I'm completely fine but I overthink alot and every decision I do. Sometimes I feel like tearing up because ik mental health is sooo hard to fix. I'm 16 obviously still young. And I wanna improve my life as for the last 5 months I've done nothing other then play games and wake up late. I do have a pretty good physique with pretty defined arms, still skinny. But my posture sucks and yh. Im just so stressed with improving myself I've spent so many months trying to improve. But idk should I just enjoy my life. Maybe god doesn't want me to improve rn cause I'm still young. Like there are so many took out there who barely care about life and yk are successful. Like I wanna get jacked but then posture issues come in place blah blah. I am working on it but the main question I have is shall I spent thr rest of the gap yr till September this yr being disciplined and have a routine or shall I just enjoy my life while having some boundaries like going sleep a little early. and yk like learning a skill instead of like doing working out etc. Honestly idk like I'm the only one in my family like this. Even my parents say that I overthink so much. My bro says you don't have to workout your still young enjoy your life. My friend is 16 he works out and is super disciplined. Like there's like a war in my head. what do I do. If I chill I feel like a failure. If I self improve I feel restless if I chill and improve both at the same time I feel like what I'm doing isn't working and is useless and my brain says firget this.