u/shorty233

I’m scared and feel like I will never be the same again and just feel as though a dark cloud is following me round and can’t see anyway out.

My partner of 20 years cheated on me and is still with his affair partner. He has been messaging me daily since we split 6 months ago- sometimes being nasty sometimes being nice.

I know he is not a very nice man but can’t stop thinking about him and her the other and feel sick pretty much 24/7.

I am 11 days no contact but I cry most days, can’t get them out of my head, why did he do it to me, I never feel good enough, I hate the way I look….whats the point anymore