u/seekndestroy33

420

Today is the hardest day for me personally! Feels like a free pass to smoke weed but I won't be doing it. I'm currently on day 27. We can do this!!

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u/seekndestroy33 — 2 days ago
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Demon during reiki session

So all my life I've seen 'things' around me, dark shadow beings, sometimes demon creatures in 'sleep paralysis'.

I got big into spirituality, tarot cards, ayahuasca etc etc. last year after worldly events I felt like maybe I was I decieved by this path and was thinking more about Jesus.

I decided to pack up all my new age stuff and that very night I encountered a demon. He was not happy with me and this just confirmed my suspicions.

Anyways, I've been back and forth with my beliefs this past year and I went to a reiki practitioner/energy healer just for some anxiety/stress relief, and also told her about the things I sometimes see. I trust her, she's worked with my family and has been doing it a long time.

Before the session she said 'i allow spirit guides and beings of light to work through me to heal and assist.'

During the session she started to work on my feet, doing some pressure points. I suddenly became extremely uncomfortable, I felt vulnerable and scared (weird, I've had reiki before and never experienced this.)

This is disturbing but it felt like she was no longer her- there was a man standing at the end of the bed and it was his p*nis pushing into my feet. I know how insane that sounds but it's what I experienced. I almost asked her to stop but I just felt nuts idk.

So after the session we spoke, and she told me that specifically when she was working on my feet, a male spirit guide came through and he wanted to use a certain brown crystal as like a cork screw to anchor into my feet so I can ground myself better ...

I got chills when she told me that. That was no spirit guide, it was 100% a demon or something evil. It's not her fault but I feel disgusted and violated. And I no longer trust this form of healing or honestly any new age spirituality. It gave me all the answers I needed

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u/seekndestroy33 — 4 days ago

So tired!

I'm on day 22 and I cannot get over how tired I've been for like the past week. I get a full night's sleep and it's almost impossible for me not to nap unless I have another coffee. Today I woke up at noon and still took a nap at 4pm.. I've quit a few times in the past and never experienced this before. Anyone else?

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u/seekndestroy33 — 5 days ago