u/sebwassabi

posted here some years ago, now I'm back. I thought I was getting my shit together when I tried to fix my life by studying again and getting my social life back, now I'm back. Went through 4 years of school to get right back on my feet, but as I am in my college life right now M22, I quit again. I really don't want it, despite all the thinking and thought of disappointment holding me back, I've been drinking nonstop everyday for the past 3 weeks and I think I'm addicted to cocaine. FUCK THIS SHIT. I have all the resources to last me a lifetime but I can't seem to grasp the life that is "RIGHT". Too much self awareness, too much overthinking.