u/sadgirlhaze

spoiler alert : these potatoes are delicious. 🤤

now i have a full day of being a functional alcoholic.
anybody else out there with me ?

As in, my question is, are there any other functional alcoholics in the group? I’m new here.
here’s a little screenshot of my day ahead of me.

8 phone call with mother in law and her advocate

9 selling my switch and all the stuff with it

9:30 pick up like 9 prescriptions (don’t worry i uber.)

10:30 ~ 1 catch up on my calls and reply to all the messages about the Morgan wallen concert parking spaces in my yard

things i can hopefully do if i have time : my taxes

[all day - make sure i keep up with everyone messaging me on both mine and my fiancés phone about literally everything. All five lawyers, Morgan wallen concert goers wanting to park both days, people buying stuff online, mostly marketplace. my mother in laws advocate texting me constantly, about her info which is completely good on her part and I’m so appreciative of what she’s doing for her!

well, it’s just another day. woke up, another day without a hangover, and once i shook off the fog I remembered those old potatoes on my bedside table. you know, that bottle that keeps me company, even in my dreams ?

thank you 🥔

oops it’s 8am I have to run !

geeking clearly
I feel less alone when she’s near me
^^ was my amazing inspo for this.

you were my bartender the night I got my dui.

now I have seizures
and still don’t have my license back.

I wrecked my 350Z
with another drug dealer in the passenger seat.

you most definitely over served me.

tequila was my downfall.
I took that shot and said fuck it all.

it was your first night bartending so yeah,
you were still learning it all.

that doesn’t excuse it ~
but it still doesn’t change what followed.

and somehow here we fucking are,
seven years later, still holding it down.

My fiancé never gets to see his son. His mom is like, rude af. She never lets him see his dad and like never lets him come over. She cancelled our visit for today but she is allowing them to play video games together.

I just needed to vent here, I’m so happy that he’s happy.
That he gets to spend at least virtual time with his son. Especially considering he never gets to spend time with him in person. It’s supposed to be every other weekend but she keeps him from us for one reason or another. (Yes I say us because we’ve been together seven years and he’s 9. I’ve been in his life this entire time and I love him so much. I don’t want kids myself so I treat him as mine.) first she had a problem with us being and living together, then she had a problem that his mother and brother moved in with us, (we chose to do that because his mothers health is failing and now we are taking care of her. Mostly me because he works for us. I love her so much too she’s amazing.) she will pick and choose any excuse not to let their son come over to our house.

It makes me so frustrated and angry that she does this. She cancels last minute. Everything. But I can’t do anything about it, I’m just the fiancé. If it was my child I’d have full custody. idk why he doesn’t. I do know that soon his son will be old enough to choose who he wants to live with and if things keep going the way they are I know he’s gonna choose us. And you know, every house we’ve lived in has always had an extra bedroom for him. I want him to want to come live with us, I get to be the cool step mom and my fiancé gets to be the amazing dad he is.

Also the mom has had random guys living with her son over the years, his dad has only had me since the divorce. So, who’s in the right ? I mean there is no right. I’m just saying there have been multiple men living in her house with their son that he didn’t know about because she did not tell him, he just found out through others. How is that okay? I feel like there should be a vetting process. She knew me before they even got married. He was my best friend. I knew them through their divorce. Through them having a child. I knew them through their entire relationship. I am a friend not a foe. These men are people my fiancé has never met, she just met and who knows could be p3dos and I’m VERY sensitive to that because I went through it very young for 7 years. I will not let that happen to his son. I will always look out for him.

Point blank; I’m just happy he at least gets some digital time with his son today. That’s all. Thank you for letting me rant. 🫧✨

I posted something about lemons 🍋 not being totally real and being man made because they are a cross hybrid. Then everyone jumped down my throat and downvoted me so hard I have negative 20 karma now when I was positive like 40.

How can I fix this ?