Should I simply forget? Or try to reach out?
I would like to preface this by saying that the person I am today, is NOTHING like that one girl I once was back in my early years of high school! People do change.
Hey everyone,i (F18) met this girl when I was in my sophomore year of high school, so we were around 13-14 years old back then. We were super close, but because I was young and stupid, I got caught up in chasing guys and put them before our friendship. and of course lost the friendship. After a rough few years, I reached out to her in early 2024 to apologize for all of the hurt I had caused, because I know our friendship meant a lot to her (and to me as well) and she forgave me, but we never really reconnected. Now, even years later, I still dream about her and can’t stop thinking about her. I see her every once in a while pop up on my socials and I end up stalking her, I feel kind of desperate to reconnect, but I also know it’s been too long. Has anyone else gone through something like this? Any advice on how to move forward? I just can’t get over the fact I’m having dreams of us laughing together and reconnecting. Makes me feel like a creep.