Delusional hope?
Not sure if this is the right tag or group but here I was told to give this group a shot.
I have been TTC much longer than I ever thought I would have to. 10 years in my relationship and I really thought we would have a baby by now.
I used to be able to put it on the back burner but I just can’t anymore! I feel so close, baby is CONSTANTLY on my mind! I don’t know how to explain it or if anyone else understands. It’s not baby fever as I understand it baby fever comes and goes this isn’t going! I used to feel so upset and get so down every time I got a negative test, and I still do get disappointed. But I feel like I am going to have my positive so soon.
I guess I just am really hoping that it is more of an intuitive feeling than a delusional one. Either way, I won’t know for at least a week or two.
Has anyone felt this way? Did anything come of it? I’m weirdly at peace and elated. It’s kinda out of character but I have no symptoms or reason to believe this will actually be the time it works.
How do we not go insane while trying?!